You'll find Blind Feeling in Chimeraworld 2. The story also appears in Acetone Enema: A Morbid Collection of Short Stories and Poetry
From Editor Mike Philbin:
"Still reeling from the nightmare excesses of CHIMERAWORLD #1? Relax a while and enjoy the ambient tones of sadness, depression, degradation and utter hopelessness of CHIMERAWORLD #2. Twenty three of the most mentally corrosive stories from twenty three of the most innovative authors ever assembled in one collection. Stories from Steve Lockley & Paul Lewis, Brian W Keen, Kurt Newton, Dustin LaValley, David L Tamarin, Derek Gunn, Michele Acker, Anthony Cain, William D. Carl, Glen Alan Hamilton, Quentin S Crisp, J. M. Heluk, Charles Richard Laing, Ken Goldman, Nicholas Alan Tillemans, Suzanne Church, Eric Shapiro, Tony Richards, Karen James, John Meany, Andrew Zimmerman Jones, Richard Lee and Destiny West."
CHIMERAWORLD 2 TABLE OF CONTENTS: DAMP - Steve Lockley & Paul Lewis THE DANCE - Brian W Keen THE STAGNANT PONDS - Kurt Newton A TASTE FOR DEFORMITY - Dustin LaValley THE ABORTION PEOPLE - David L Tamarin IT’S YOUR TURN – Derek Gunn TWISTED JUSTICE – Michele Acker THIS COLOSSAL WRECK or Fuck You and the Virus You Rode in On - Anthony Cain CUNT - William D. Carl THE FORT - Glen Alan Hamilton ASKING FOR IT – Quentin S Crisp EMBALMING 101 - J. M. Heluk AT THE ORPHANAGE - Charles Richard Laing DREAM LOVER – Ken Goldman BLIND FEELING - Nicholas Alan Tillemans GREY LOVE - Suzanne Church FIZZ – Eric Shapiro LITTLE BOY BLUE - Tony Richards BIRDCAGE - Karen James SIN AND SORROW - John Meany ABRAHAM LINCOLN’S CHILDREN - Andrew Zimmerman Jones THE FINAL WAIT - Richard Lee THE FORGOTTEN - Destiny West
Good luck with the submission. I got accepted in print but I won't leak it out yet because I am still trying to figure out who my anthology mates are going to be. I am working on a tadam story, the first is a psychological vampire story called "Halloween Girl" and "Bill of Health" with a new comer named M. Lovell, Jr. He was ex-gothic.net basically got to talking with me on AIM and became a member of my message board. I am going to be the subject of the next interview of House of Pain.com -- expect nothing less than controversial. I am doing it in promotion for the Reality Check Competition. My story that I wrote for it is found here; it is also a vampire story but the vampires in the story are undead spiders.
After Satan negotiates a pact with God and unleashes his army of demons, a secret sect battles a diabolical prophecy that threatens humanity.
Release Date: November 21, 2018
Grab those side-irons, saddle up and join former Civil War sharpshooter Luther Henry for a ride into pure terror, western-style…think ‘Wild Wild West’ meets ‘The X-Files’.
