This is an old story. It's happened to so many. Perhaps you are attracted to the wrong kind of man. Sometimes, the ones you aren't attracted to will be the best for you. Judge their character before you get involved, not after.
Hundreds of excerpts from the archives of the Narcissistic Abuse Study List regarding Pathological Narcissism, relationships with abusive narcissists, and the Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD).
The e-book version of Sam Vaknin's "Malignant Self - Love - Narcissism Revisited". Contains the entire text: essays, frequently asked questions and
appendices regarding pathological narcissism and the Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD).