Saturday, December 27, 2003

Ok, You. Let me see if I can communicate effectively through the keyboard. Had to get everything set up, get the mood of the place set, so to speak.  Still being observed closely, however; cannot flow just yet.

Hmmm, burn some incense. Maybe a candle too; the whole enchilada.

This is the end of a tumultuous year, and it is not even the beginning of our adventures.

*Go out tomorrow, look for a small place to rent. You will be needing it. Think of all contingencies, especially deep water. Wood. Rock. Some trees yet not exposed particularly. Most of all do not stand out.

*Get serious about selling that car in the driveway. There is money going to waste. You can list your books for a short while more. Soon all will be lost anyway. Get waterproof containers. Be prepared to die.

Does this have to be the world ahead for us this coming year, years? It is not the world I seek or choose. Do I have a voice?

*Do you want the truth or something that makes you feel good. Let your partner get the plans ready for action very soon. Rope. Candles. Batteries, Paper supplies, basics. Keep gas topped, preparations made for quick journey. You will need to get to high ground. You will need to avoid people. Do not stop.

That is all for now. Heed me. Pay attention.

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Seems to me that much of what I used to consider ‘The World As It Is’ is not, any longer. There are many versions of what is, especially available if I go online, sign up for this or that group. I can maintain contact with them only for a short while however before I begin to ‘hear’ their thou shalts and thou shalt nots and what any good soul on the Road to Ascension will do, that is, if he or she wants not to be left behind.

All of them speak of dying, massive amounts of dying.

I don’t want to believe any of them. Haven’t I learned that I create what is?

Yes, true , but I have also agreed to participate in the world view that now exists. It is a Plan that has been sabotaged, but that’s okay too because whatever happens is all right. At least, that’s what they tell us to believe.

I don’t know what to believe. I don’t think I believe anything anymore. And that too is good, because whatever happens is all right.

Isn’t it?

I certainly do not know the answer to that one. Only god knows. Only now I don’t know what god is either. God’s love? I don’t feel it at the moment but sometimes I feel a flooding of expansion that is different from anything else. Is that love? Is that god’s love?

I don’t know that answer either.

This is a pensive time for me. I do not feel it appropriate to get into A’s head, to know what he’s thinking about doing for survival. I don’t think he knows what to do. I suspect that is why he was talking so seriously to me last night, following his days of depression.

I can only help by being supportive of whatever he decides to do. He has always allowed (my judgment here, beware!) himself to become diverted from any kind of success, reward.

It was Toastmasters experiences that helped me get beyond that place where he is stuck now.

He will come through this with flying colors, if he chooses to. He said he was going after the brass ring. But I heard him saying it as though the brass ring isn’t here quite yet.

When in fact, it IS here! It is right Now, if we will only see it.

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This is the ending of one more year on our Journey together. It has been very interesting, quite often inspiring. I believe I’ve made more progress toward an understanding of What Is than ever before in (this) life.

Some growth has occurred because of extraordinary celestial events, some of it has been the James Twyman courses, but most of it has been the interaction between us. Lots of conflict; learned how to love anyway.

Rough sandpaper, but worth it because it saved us many lifetimes.

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The words just now flowing through my fingers to the keyboard are finished for now, but that’s all right.

There is a lot of material here already. In fact, this can become a journal of channeled material, with periodic entries. Perhaps one week from today --? 

Only God knows for sure.

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Is it true ? Or is this only a supernatural fiction story? The Question is, IS it a true event that must be heeded?

Once more I have to say I don’t know the answer to the question.

However, here is something I have learned to do whenever I think I do not know the answer.

I ask myself, Will my answer be based in love? or in fear?

The true answer is always within me and easily understood. My inner self knows very well when I am working from a love base and when I am not.

So, asking myself, the author, if I think this is a true channeling of information, here is my answer:

I can say with honesty that I am showing these words to my partner tonight. Tomorrow we are going to check our supplies, see to our vehicles, and we are going for a long drive looking for better quarters on high ground.

Just in case.

Now that IS love!

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Copyright December 27, 2003 by Judith Leigh Bailey

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