Johnny is really feeling sad today; he misses his mother, who is far away in Sri Lanka.
Weds., January 12, 2005~
Dear Mommy~
Hi! This is your son, Johnny, writing. I just got home from school, and I had a bad day. I got a C in my arithatic, and I had studied so hard! I don't know why I had so much trouble on my test; I guess my teacher must hate me...
I also am bummed out because I dropped my lunch, and it went all over my lap; and the kids laughed at me again. Another reason for them to laugh at me when I already get teased more than enough as it is!! WHY must I endure this stupid stuff day after day? I WISH I never had this stuff, and I WISH I could be like other kids!
I also got in another stupid fight with Ronee', who wanted to watch something on the tsunami while I wanted nothing to do with it. I wanted to watch "SpongeBob SquarePants", but she had the remote, so you can guess who won the fight. NO FAIR!! It seems like she ALWAYS wins, and I HATE it!! She got mad at me and she hit me on the head with the remote, which HURT! Daddy then sent her to her room, and now she is mad at him AND at me! I wish she wasn't so moody...she's worse than a VOLCANO!! One minute, she can be happy, and the next...ERUPTION!! *BOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!* I wonder how long she'll be mad at me THIS time...
I have not slept good since you left for Sri Lanka..I am afraid something will happen to you or your doctors and nurses who are with you; and I don't know what I would do if I were to lose you!! I NEED you, Mommy; I can't go on if you were dead!! Who would take care of me?? Daddy can't, not with his back! If something were to happen to you (or even to ME!!), I'd really be in a huge pickle...
The weather is sunny out, but it may rain by tomorrow afternoon sometime. I hope not; I really hate being stuck inside! I wish baseball season were in season, at least I'd be outside, getting some needed exercise and being happy! This being stuck inside for the winter time BITES!! At least I have my HUMMER and my other toys (and my video games) to keep me company, but I wish I could play with my brothers or sisters without them acting all mad at me for one reason or another, like with Ronee' and the remote..she didn't have to hit me like that, and she didn't have to make such an ugly face at me! Ever since, I have been in tears!! (But I AM glad she got into trouble, too, besides me...she always seems to get her own way!! I am glad I am not the only one who got into trouble..)
Well, I gotta' go; daddy wants to talk to Ronee' and me (probably about our fight); wonder what kind of punishment he is going to dish out for us...he sounds really mad! Pray I don't get killed....
I wish you were home...I miss you so much!!
(((HUGS))) and much love, your (sad) son, Johnny. :( >tears<
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