Weds., June 11, 2008, Fairbanks, Alaska~
Dear Journal~
Kat here. Hope this finds y'all well; me, I am not worth a can of beans. I am sick, very sick. Extremely nauseated, can't keep nothin' down, not even water. Thing jumped on me during the night. Don't know if I have a virus or ate somethin' that didn't agree with me.
If I don't feel any better later, I am going to have Frank take me to the doctor's office, see what's going on. I just pray, hope that whatever I have doesn't affect the baby growin' inside me. If something should happen to the baby, I don't think I'd ever forgive myself...
Frank's fine; it's me that's fallin' apart at the seams.
The weather here is pretty: highs in the fifties to mid sixties at the most, partly cloudy. Auroras are dancin' across the skies, but I'm too sick to enjoy 'em. Have spent a good part of the night, parked at the toilet, if ya know what I mean.
It has been horrible!!!!
I wouldn't wish this on anyone; it's bad enough when I have this stuff!! Frank, he hardly gets sick; seems that I get any little bug that happens to come traipsin' along!! Ever since Katrina, that is.
Before I was in that damfool Katrina, I hardly had a sick day in my life; now it seems that I am in and out of the hospital for one thing or another. Guess that b**** hurricane did more damage to my body than I thought!
Frank, he's a health food nut: he always tryin' to get me to eat healthy, cut out the junk food. Me, I need my food; it's comfort!! When I don't work, I am usually at home, and I get bored; so what do I do but eat?? I'm becoming a regular little butterball, especially now that I'm pregnant!!
Oh yuck--have to--
I didn't make it. Let's just say Frank has a mess to clean up...GROSS!!!
I feel bad; Frank's cleanin' it up, but I keep stealin' glances at him, afraid that he's gong to get annoyed, but he just carries on, like it's no big deal. I absolutely HATE to throw up!!
Well, I am going to lie down, try to get some sleep; hopefully when I wake up later, this will be out of my system. If not, it's on to my doctor's, as I said earlier; either way, I just have to have some relief from this!! I will write in here again soon; hopefully by then I'll find out what I'm having. (A baby. LOL) I'll let you know then; stay tuned!
~Love, your (nauseated) friend, Kat. :P
