Hi dear.
You grow up so quickly.
Just yesterday, I thought that I could not birth you and today you are already one year old.
The time is running so quickly, that I even did not buy you a present.
But it doesn't matter. I wanted. I thought about you all this time.
You smell so nice that it makes me crazy.
When I am far from you, I am looking for other toddlers to smell them and feel them, to remind me that I love you so much.
To remind me that I miss you so much.
If you'd just knew how much I wanted you!!!
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Hi dear.
You grow up so quickly.
Just yesterday, I thought that I could not birth you and today you are already going to the kindergarten.
You hold my hand so firmly, that I cannot take you away into the room with other children.
It is so hard for me to agree that you HAVE to survive for 5 hours without me.
How you will succeed to do this?
How SHALL I succeed to do this?
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Hi dear.
You grow up so quickly.
Just yesterday, I thought that I could not birth you and today you are already going to the school.
I hold your hand, though you want to pull it from my hold and run see other children.
I know that you will survive being far from me for 6 hours, but will I survive?
Please return home and forget about others!
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Hi dear.
I could birth you.
But it didn't work this way.
And I miss you SO much.
I hope that if I give my love to another child, you will forgive me.
I know that you will forgive me.
You are part of me.
You KNOW how much I want to GIVE!
So you will forgive me that I share my love with another child.
You are like me.
You have so large heart, that there is place for many to love.
As me.
I have place for many children to love in my heart.
You will be there always.
But there is enough place for others.
So, dear child, though I love you more than anything in the world, and I will continue to love you the most, I will give some love to other children.
Children that did not see enough parental love.
I can give them all they lack.
Love.
It doesn't matter if they will live with me or not.
They still lack the love.
That I can share with them.
I have a heart broad enough to give love to everybody who needs it.
And I WILL !
