I feel as if a million eyes are peering at me.  No matter what I do, I can't seem to escape the feeling that I am being watched.

It has gotten so bad, I am afraid to leave my house.

I know I have been a bad person:  scamming people over the Internet, taking advantage of older people by selling them bogus life insurance policies (you wouldn't believe all the suckers who fell for my trap!), just being a general bastard.

Maybe this is God's way of getting even with me.  I guess I deserve it. 

I can't sleep, can't eat:  have lost over 20 pounds in the last month, have no appetite whatsoever.  I can't eat hardly anything without throwing up.  I swear I am going mad ...

Whenever I leave the house to get my mail, I can feel the neighbor's eyes (or even the eyes of strangers) boring into me.  It is enough to make me want to break out in a cold sweat and have chills run up and down the length of my spine.  Now I make my wife do my outside work; I can't take the feeling of "being watched" any longer!

My own family isn't too bad: they don't accuse me of anything.  Oh, they know that I have been bad, and they say that I should turn myself in, but to tell you the truth, I am scared to.  I'm scared that if I do go to the police and confess of my crimes, they will throw me in the clink for the rest of my days, leaving me there to rot. 

It's everyone else that I have a problem with. 

Whenever I try to sleep at night, all I see are eyes.  Eyes peering down at me: angry, accusing eyes.  Even my walls seem to have eyes; it's like my own house is turning against me.

I don't know what to do anymore: if I don't get any relief, I just might go mad ...