No longer ignored, as we turned the table around from the constant frowns and rekindle that dimming flame between us.
The journey was long and hard, as we once were torn apart and love seem to fade and we both went our separate ways.
Left in much dismay as hearts became broken and we grew further apart with such distance between.
While there was much arguing and blame along the way, as the flame became completely washed away and what seem to be love at one time was merely a fairy tale.
Furthermore, for me once again there were little innocent lives involved our two little boys that felt much despair as daddy now went away.
However, remained on the back burner always hoping that a brighter day would lie ahead after our world had come crumbling down, as there were many frowns daily.
We sure went through the good, bad and much ugly as we even tried at giving our family another try and it only ended up being nothing but betrayal, lies, and we now said our final goodbye’s .
Therefore life went on after many tears and fears as something else was also happening along this road of sorrow.
We both were growing up inside and healing from our once horrible relationships that scorned our hearts and it sure took it’s toll tearing us apart.
When seven years had come to pass as the table was slowly turning and the children were growing and the parents finally grown and came to see the light at trying to make a new start and now realized just what was right and all the wrong that drug our family down.
Therefore, the spark began to flicker once again and of course it took more time, and was sure worth the time.
Learning and coming to realize we had made many mistakes along the way, and sure know that to this day.
However, life is not picture perfect nor in relationships will it ever be one hundred percent perfect as we are human.
I come to realize one thing for sure though and that is, to never give up on any dream or what is very important.
Of course now I am turning forty-five not twenty-five any more as it took me a while.
However, in the end still held onto hopefully rebuilding this family and it was a rough struggle in fact, as we once held on by just a thread.
Now I am happy to say as he came back my way and sure saved the rocky days and it will be actually twelve years this week that he first kissed me on my cheek and then the ball burst for a great length.
However, it took much strength to ignite that fire between and sure did indeed.
Although, it is not always a sunshining day as real life just does not go that way I assume.
Mainly since I have always been a doom of gloom and been through a harsh divorce sad to say as some things you just cannot save and must walk away.
Furthermore, Michael and I have been together quite some time now even if it was a roller coaster ride for the most.
Nevertheless we have come to see the light and now the flame is burning bright because I am forever yours to adore!
Sometimes...So often it takes both parties the time to grow from child, though an adult child, into an adult person... This is pretty much what my third novel, "For Better or Worse" is about. Mitchell was 21 and Marsha 19 and it took many years, three separations and three children before "Becoming" adults.
Your friend, Mark
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No longer ignored, as we turned the table around from the constant frowns and rekindle that dimming flame between us.
