The dreams just will not go away.

No matter what I do, they remain, as vivid as ever.  I haven't had a decent night's sleep in since I don't know when. 

I haven't been able to eat or go to work or even eat right.  I have lost a lot of weight and I am no longer the same person I was before all of this happened to me.

I wonder if I truly am going insane .... maybe I do need to be in a mental hospital: nobody, not even my wife or kids, will even believe me.  All they do is laugh or mock me.

I am terrified that I may be getting pregnant, but I somehow doubt that.  If I were pregnant (if it were at all possible for me, a man, to get pregnant ... ), I would be gaining weight and would be developing a noticable belly.  Nope.  My belly is as flat as a board and I am so skinny I can see my ribs showing whenever I remove my shirt.

I wonder if those otherwordly beings gave me something like cancer or perhaps a strange ailment from outer space that has no name .... I just haven't felt right; I think a trip to my doctor is in order ....

Just keep me in your prayers and thoughts.  Not that I am much into religion (and I'm not), but I could really use some support and/or assistance ....

~To be continued!~