I feel cheated.

My best friend of over 11 years left me without even saying goodbye.

I feel like that I must have done something to piss her off and that she didn't want to even be around me anymore.

One minute she was there.  Then she moved away.  Far, far away.  To Alaska.

Her dad got an offer in his job that he could not refuse.  Therefore, he packed his belongings (and his family) up and they moved to Alaska.  They've been gone for two weeks, and I have been miserable ever since.

I know in the past that Clarinda and I have had our differences, but really?? Did she have to leave so suddenly like this??  Why couldn't she have let me know about it in advance or at least have the decency to tell me about it on the phone or otherwise??  Now I'm left hanging and I don't know which way to turn or who to talk to about this.

I have been friends with Clarinda Jones since kinderagarten.  Now that we're gonna be juniors, I had been looking forward to spending our next-to-last school year together, just like we did in the previous years.  But she's gone, and I will have to face the new school year alone, all by myself.  

It is going to shape up in being the worst school year ever!!

I need to talk to someone about my feelings before I go crazy!!