When you're dying, you're scared, and I guess you don't want to leave your loved ones behind!
She calls to me, "what will you do while I am long away. Will you remarry? Please say no! Tell me you love me only, say it out loud so I can hear. Please don''t socialize, or have wandering eyes... You know what I need you to do!! we discussed it many times. Have the kids taken care of, set it up with my sister, she knows ... Next, get your house in order Bob, I know you, don''t panic, stay the course. Do as we practiced, get in our car, out on the open road, I-180 will do. Ok, you''re doing great! Speed the car up to around 110 miles per... That''s perfect, yes... yes, now I''ll help you, swerve head long into that cement truck... Yes, perfect, now we''re together again dear. I knew, I just knew you could do it. Now, lets rebuild our family from this side of the light... What will they do while you are long away?"
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Sandie
whew!!
Ron
This would not be your exit point, and a sick person will think outside of their head.... They are angry because they aren't ready to leave... they have not reconciled within them self... To take you away from the children who need you and ask you to kill yourself if completely unthinkable! That is NOT love, that is anger and selfishness, I pray she never did say this to you!
Love and Light,
Lily