Most of the people in the line were solemn, but after
a while, we noticed some people yakking away. We even
heard a few chuckles here and there as people accepted the
fact that they were in for quite a wait. Of course, Frankie
didn’t know what it meant to be solemn, so it didn’t take
him long to start getting into a conversation with Phil
about sports. Soon enough, Frankie found something to
argue with Phil about, and as usual, Frankie didn’t know
what the heck he was talking about. He was trying to
convince Phil that Joe Pepitone could hit the great Dodger
pitcher Sandy Koufax with his eyes closed and that Sandy
Koufax was a bum for retiring so young. It didn’t take
long before Phil got tired of Frankie’s cockeyed logic,
so he just ignored Frankie. However, some guy just up
ahead who’d overheard the conversation evidently took
offense to Frankie mean-mouthing ole Sandy Koufax.
The guy said he was from Brooklyn and remembered the
day Sandy Koufax had broken into the majors. I could
see that Frankie had met his match, but would Frankie
back down? Of course not. He went on and on, getting
more ridiculous about how overrated Sandy Koufax was.
Then Frankie really stuck his foot in his mouth when he
said that Sandy Koufax was a chump for not pitching a
World Series game on a Jewish holiday. Well, the guy
from Brooklyn happened to be Jewish too, and I thought
he was just about ready to strangle Frankie, but he backed
off when Phil and I stepped in between them.
“Hey, look. Don’t worry about this guy,” I said to the
Jewish Dodgers fan from Brooklyn. “Ah, he really doesn’t
know what he’s talking about.” That, of course, was true .
Then Jonathan chimed in, using his best blacknosing
voice. “Yes, sir. The young boy, unfortunately, has a
mental disability.”
Frankie got pretty pissed off at that, but Phil put his
hand over Frankie’s mouth, and we dragged him back
behind Jonathan.
“Yeah, sir. He has a mental disability, sir,” I said. It
kind of felt nice to tell somebody that Frankie was crazy,
since he was always getting in trouble and acting as if he
were crazy.
“Vell, ya shunta bring him out if he’s dat vay,” the
Brooklyn guy said. “Sheesh. Talking about da great
Koufax like dat!”
Come to think of it, maybe the Brooklyn guy wasn’t
all there either.
Once we had Frankie under control and things had
calmed down, the wait started to get a little boring. It was
two thirty, and St. Patrick’s Cathedral was nowhere in
sight—and it was a pretty darn big place to lose sight of.
Frankie and Phil were getting restless, so they started to
set deadlines. They agreed that three thirty was the latest
they’d wait because they wanted to get to the stadium
in time to see a little batting practice. I wasn’t going to
commit myself to a deadline, and Jonathan remained stoic
and somber and did not even participate in the discussion.
It was getting hot. On some streets, we’d be in the
shade of a skyscraper or something, but then we’d turn
a corner and would be in the sun for what seemed like
hours. Fortunately, there were places where some people
gave out water. We called them water stations, and it sure
was good to have something to drink. Of course, Frankie
wasn’t satisfied with just water. He wanted a soda. He
and Phil got out of line, went over to a pushcart vendor,
and bought four sodas. They gave one each to me and
Jonathan, but Jonathan wouldn’t take his.
“Water’s fine for me,” Jonathan said. “Thank you
anyway.” None of us could believe Jonathan would turn
down a soda. He was a soda freak.
“What are you—loco, Senor?” Frankie said to
Jonathan, using a silly Spanish accent.
We all slurped down our sodas, and Phil tried to
give the extra soda away to a lady up ahead of us, but
she declined. “What the heck—is this a funeral or
something?” Frankie blurted out, and we all gave him
looks of disgust. “Yeah, yeah, I know,” Frankie said, and
he took off one of his sneakers and put it in his mouth. “I
might as well just keep this here,” he mumbled.
I kind of felt guilty about drinking my soda, and the
whole incident brought me back to reality. We weren’t
there to have fun or screw around; we were there because
Bobby Kennedy was dead. In a way, it was actually nice
that Frankie tried to liven things up a little, but I could
see that this was different from a bunch of kids waiting
in line to get tickets for a rock concert or a ball game. We
were there to pay our respects to somebody a lot of people
really cared about. It was a little scary when I thought
about it. Just two months ago, a whole lot of people had
been doing the same thing down in Atlanta, Georgia,
and it hadn’t been too many years since they were lining
up in Washington, DC. I also thought about all the guys
getting killed over in Vietnam. People were lining up to
pay their respects all over the place.
At three thirty, we were still in line, and the cathedral
was nowhere to be seen. Frankie and Phil started to hem
and haw about leaving and heading to the stadium.
“Well, look, fellows,” Frankie said, “all due respect to
ole Bobby. He was really a great guy. But I got this here
ticket in my wallet that cost three dollars and fifty cents,
and I sure as heck don’t want to let it go to waste.”
“Yeah. Well, Frankie,” Phil said, “we still have plenty
of time. Let’s give the line a little longer.”
“But we’ll miss all of batting practice,” Frankie said.
“Look, Frankie,” I said, “it’s a twi-nighter. How much
baseball do you want?”
“My money’s worth.”
“You’re getting two for the price of one anyway,” Phil
said.
“I can’t help it if the price of one game is overpriced,”
Frankie said.
“Well, I’m staying another half hour,” Phil said.
“What about you, T. J.?”
“At least a half hour.”
“And you, Jonathan? You haven’t had much to say.”
“As long as it takes,” Jonathan said seriously. We all
got quiet and continued our slow journey.
The sun was blazing, and the people in line remained
pretty quiet. There were crowd-control barriers and lots
of police around, and the line stretched from block to
block and street to street. Every once in a while, we’d see
a portion of the line across the street, and we couldn’t
figure out how the heck it was connected to our part of
the line. We couldn’t tell whether that part was ahead of
us or behind us. When four thirty rolled around, Frankie
just about had had it.
“Okay, look. That’s Itsville for me. I’m on my way. You
guys can stay here all night if ya like. Take the A train to
the D train. Right, Jonathan?”
“Not exactly,” Jonathan said. “You take the A train
to the D train from the Port Authority. Not from here.”
“Oh yeah. Yeah,” Frankie said. “I knew that.”
“Sure, Frankie,” I said with a smirk.
“Well, come on. You guys made a deal. You said a half
hour more, T. J., more than an hour ago.”
I didn’t know what to say. I was torn.
“Yeah, you’re right, Frankie,” Phil said. “This wait
may go on forever. I think we all did our part. Waiting in
line for three hours should be enough respect paying. Let’s
get going. What do you say, T. J.? Jonathan?”
I didn’t know what the heck to say, and I was kind of
waiting for Jonathan to say something, but he was as stoic
and somber as ever.
“Well, what’ll it be, fellers?” Phil asked.
I kept waiting for Jonathan to lead the way. Then I
said, “I’m staying.”
“Staying?” Frankie said. “Come on, T. J., ole boy. You
don’t want to miss your boy, the Mick. You know, this
could be his last year.”
“Don’t say that!” I snapped. Frankie knew how to get
at me. “I’m staying. I have to stay. This is more important.”
I wasn’t sure why it was more important to stay in line
for hours just to go by somebody’s coffin, but somehow,
deep in my heart, I knew it was. It was more important
than some stupid baseball game. Bobby Kennedy had
stood for a lot of things. He’d been trying to make the
world better. The people in line—I guessed there were
thousands—all felt the same way. I could watch the Mick
anytime on television, but this was the end for Bobby.
Tomorrow he’d be laid to rest next to his brother. No,
I couldn’t go to the game. I had to stay, and I knew
Jonathan would too.
“I’m staying,” I said again to Frankie and Phil.
“Well, I guess you’re staying too,” Phil said to
Jonathan.
“Yep,” Jonathan said.
“Well, could you at least give us a tip on how to get
up to the stadium from here?” Phil said.
Jonathan went into a long, detailed explanation of
how and where to catch the subway and what trains to
take. It was the most he had talked all day.
“And, Phil,” Jonathan said, nodding to Frankie,
“please keep an eye on that one. The one with the mental
disability.”
“Hey, knock it off, Jonathan,” Frankie said.
“I won’t be around to rescue him,” Jonathan added.
“Yeah, Phil. Keep an eye on him.” I had to add my
two cents.
“Yeah. Thanks, T.J.,” Frankie said sarcastically.
“Come on, Phil; it’s getting later. Oh, and, you guys,
enjoy the party.”
They started away, but Frankie turned back, came
over, and whispered to me, “Would you say a quick Hail
Mary for me or something when you get there?”
“Yeah. Sure, Frankie,” I said, and they left.