GON #2: Cyber Romance
Getting Old Now
Westlake Village, California
So back to July, 1998 and…
‘Before’
Never thinking I would… Never expecting to, I found that I did enjoy certain types of poetry…
Though I never tried writing any poetry myself…
Though...
We’d been conversing with each other through our author’s web site, via the internet, for three months and, after the first month of proper poet, author, friendly enough but fairly formal back and forth mostly positive criticism of each other’s work, the tone of our Emails changed from, what one might refer to as, well… friendly/formal, to what one might refer to as, minimally, flirtatious and soon went beyond ‘minimally’ as in some of our written conversations, I know that I did, and I think she had a hard time skirting the word ‘honey’.
Getting old now.
At my age now, sixty-four , possibly a bit lonely or possibly… More than a bit possibly wanting to feel a sense of connection to a woman again, even if I did not physically or visually know what that woman looked like, which was strange because whenever ‘anything’ is posted on ‘Writers Place’ … including articles, poetry, stories. news items… Whenever ‘anything’ is posted a picture of the writer of ‘whatever’ is posted also, unless — in ‘extremely’ rare instances, for some reason or another that writer does not want their picture to be shown.
In the third month, more than a few times the word “love” slipped into our Email conversations, which could have been deleted...
But wasn’t.
Then eventually, towards the end of the third month I asked Barbara about her self. About her personal self. So then came...
In a message dated July 6, 1998 10:30:21:33 A.M. Atlantic Daylight Time. beachbaby.global.com writes
Alright, a little about me then...Where I live: in a small town in Long Island, New York.
And when I say small; my town has a post office, bank, church, a few little stories, a bakery and a movie house. You know, that type of thing.
*** Plugging the electric coffee pot on, then reseating myself before the computer.
lippy1.fatboy.net
Actually sounds like a really nice, lovely place to live, Barb. Is your family near by?
beachbaby.global.com
Yes, it truly is a lovely place. I’m basically a country girl at heart so I love the setting here where I live.
As far as family, last year my mother became very ill and was hospitalized for over a month. At the time, my step-father was still living at their home, so I took him to my house while my mother was still in the hospital.
Too much information, huh?
lippy1.fatboy.net
No! Not at all. You know I’ve got a ‘feeling’ for you, so I’d like to know more about you.
beachbaby.global.com
Okay, if you’re sure.
lippy1.fatboy.net
I am, honey… I might eve get around to asking you about some really personal stuff.
beachbaby.global.com
Yeah? Personal stuff? Like what?
***About to write ‘your tits’ , but thought better of it, at least for now.
lippy1.fatboy.net
Not now. Go ahead. You were telling me about your step-father.
beachbaby.global.com
He is in the late stages of Alzheimers and it is a very difficult thing to live with for both the patient and more so for the caregiver. Anyway, it was extremely hard trying to run to the hospital to see mom, and be here all day to take care of him then again at night see her and care for him too , and it was just too much, so my sister and me decided to get him into a nursing home because even after mom came home, she wouldn’t be able to take care of herself let alone him too.
So that’s what we did. When mom came home after a month and a half in the hospital, we moved her in with us and put her house up for sale.
You can imagine how all these major life changes affected her and him, and us.
So I am a caregiver for my mom and we visit my stepfather all the time at the nursing home.
So my days are a bit difficult trying to take care of mom and myself and keep house and run here and there, all while generally exhausted, and all while my writing takes a back seat.
That is the one part I dislike the most. I really just want quiet time to myself to just enjoy writing, but I get very little private time or uninterrupted time at all.
***7:40 AM here. Hearing the last ‘perk’, standing, I pour myself a mug of coffee before responding.
lippy1.fatboy.net
Barbara, I’m so sorry to hear about your mother and step-dad, You’ve really got your hands full. You mentioned a sister and what about your husband. They helping you?
beachbaby.global.com
My sister hardly come around. Oh, she’ll stop by for a while once a week to see mom and give me a little break.
As far as my husband goes, it’s not too difficult to explain.
We’ve been together for a lot of years and love each other. But we are two different people and always have been.
We probably should not have gotten married, but did so when I was very very young, just 21. No one knows what they are doing at 21.
lippy1.fatboy.net
I was 21 and Marsha was 19 when we married.
beachbaby.global.com
Of course, we thought we knew it all! Chuck is not a bad man in any way, he is just very different from me and we have no common interests or likes and usually are in disagreement over everything from which movie to watch, whether to have Chinese or Pizza, who should be elected president, the death penalty. You name it...if there’s a disagreement to be had, we have it.
I do take my vows seriously though. If I didn’t, I would have been gone many years ago I imagine. But I’ve tried to stick it out, but it has gotten much more difficult as I desire so much more in my life than I have had or seemingly will ever have. I don’t speak of material things either. I am not easily impressed with wealth or having “things”. I am driven by emotion and never seem to have my emotional needs fulfilled in any way.
His...Chuck’s one main interest, probably his only interest, is cars. He’s a car nut. Lives, eats and breathes cars. He has no other interest in anything else, including spending any time at all with me. And even if he spent time with me, we wouldn’t enjoy each other. So it is what it is and I am generally very sad when I allow myself to think about it.
lippy1.fatboy.net
That’s very sad, honey. You mentioned ‘your emotions’. Are you talking sexual?
*** A long pause before Barbara responded.
beachbaby.global.com
I’m a poet, Mitchie. I’ve the heart of a poet. I love tenderness and affection and romance and, oh, my God! Yes! Now, especially sex.
lippy1.fatboy.net
Me, too, baby, me too!I’m a writer and love writing about realistic, everyday people, kind of sex. What do you like? What turns you on?
beachbaby.global.com
Baby, I’m getting horny just thinking about it. As far as the “neck” goes, there is just something about a man’s neck that completely turns me on. I look at a man’s neck (not every man, mind you) and imagine kissing it, licking it, nibbling on it and it immediately turns me on. I also love the feel of a man’s mouth on my neck and throat, gently kissing my skin, running his tongue all around it. Okay, getting a little turned on here, LOL.
So I think I’ve covered everything you’ve asked about, right?You’re probably shaking your head saying “sheesh, I didn’t need all that!” LOL.
So whatcha think Mitchie?
lippy1.fatboy.net
What do I think? I think you’ve got me turned on, too.
beachbaby.global.com
I’m horny as hell Mitchie. Anything else you want to know about me? What do you like?
lippy1.fatboy.net
Honey, talk to me about your breasts. I love
natural breasts that look and feel as natural
breasts. If they droop, that's just fine, as a
matter of fact, that is more than fine. The
complexion of your nipples; light or dark.
Size: If you were comparing your nipples
to coins, are we looking at quarters, half-
dollars or silver dollars.
beachbaby.global.com
You like breasts,huh? Well, you’ve come to
the right gal. My breasts are kind of the
large si and natural, 100% real. I am 44
years old, not 20, so a little droop they do,
but are very soft to touch and my nipples do
excite very easily and I love when ‘you’
touch them, pinch them, pull them gently.
And suck on them. The complexion is very
light pink, the areola are about the size of
half-dollars. And if you’re interested, or
going to ask, I’ve still a hairy pussy.
*** Still in pajamas my dick poking
through the fly.
lippy1.fatmail.net
Oh, yeah, baby, I am! What color’s your hair
there.?
beachbaby.global.com
There, dark brown. A lot lighter on my head.
lippy1.fatmail.net
When you say you nipples are sensitive, do
you mean they excite easily? Or become
slightly painfully sensitive?
beachbaby.global.com
When I say my nipples are sensitive, I mean they excite easily, touch or lick them and they tighten right up.
lippy1.fatboy.net
L love it when that happens, and I would
love to slowly run the tips of my fingers onto
your bare skin, and over your tummy and,
trust me, if I were doing that, there is no
way that I wouldn't slip my fingers, along
with my hand beneath your blouse and onto
your tits.
beachbaby.global.com
You like oral, Mitchie?
lippy1.fatboy.net
I’d love the feel of your warm thighs on either side of my face while I eat your pussy.
beachbaby.global.com
God, Mitchie, I’m so fucking hot!
lippy1.fatboy.net
Two things I also love.
One is to be on the bottom with you on top
with my cock in
your pussy with your tits dangling over my
mouth where I can reach your nipples with
my lips.
Two: To lay arched within your sharply
arched backside feeling your ass on my
belly with my cock in your pussy from
behind with my arms around you holding a
tit in each hand.
My God, Barb, you've turned me on... Big
time.
beachbaby.global.com
“YOU!” You’re turned on!
And I’d love those fingers on my bare skin
and onto my tits. I’d love the positions you
said, and as far as being turned on, “yes"
damn it. How did we get here. I turned
“you” on big time? Mitchie, can I ask you
something?
lippy1.fatboy.net
Yeah, baby.
beachbaby.global.com
You got a boner?
lippy1.fatboy.net
Yeah, baby, I do!
beachbaby.global.com
If we were together now, you know I’d love to be sucking it!
lippy1.fatboy.net
Baby, it’s only about eight-thirty here and I’m still in pajamas so my cock’s highly accessible and I wish you were here also.
*** 30 seconds or so passing...
beachbaby.global.com
Mmmmmm!
lippy1.fatboy.net
You want to fuck?
beachbaby.global.com
Oh, Baby! Don’t know about you, but I
already have.
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