Years of struggling to overcome suicidal depression have made an avid seeker of truth of me. Desparately fighting radical bipolar mood swings, I sought that truth in the light of the mystical faith in Jesus I had developed over years of seeking that truth. An excited interest in science developed, as I studied brain function to try to figure out just what was going on in my own brain that was causing my emotional roller coaster ride. From there, the evolution of Human consciousness became a subject of interest, as I studied where we were coming from, to see if  I could figure out where we are headed. That introduced me to the growing anticipation of 2012 consciousness, and I began integrating that into my mystical Christian faith. My book is a integration of advice on learning to love ones self with a healthy self respect, using self-honesty and conscience as a wedge to expand our preconscious minds, as well as an attempt to narrow the gap between science and religion, using a philosophical perspective of Quantum Theory as a bridge, and finally a new look at just what the shift to 2012 consciousness might be, and how we might hurry it along. Filled with self-deprecating humor, the book is an easy and enjoyable read.