Jacob Howell has suffered from Schizoaffective disorder since December of 2000 after a night of drug use. In this book he describes his hallucinatory and delusional experiences, through psychotic themed poetry. His stories and poetry have appeared in horror magazines and street papers since he began writing.
Excerpt
The Demon
By Jacob Howell
Who is that man
That I see
Who is that man
That watches me
You look suspicious
And very strange
Stop staring at me
As if your deranged
I look at you
You glare me
I begin to see
Your murderous spree
I’m onto you
I see your hate
As you walk towards me
I stand and wait
I see your eyes
They are red
Demon of Lucifer
You want me dead
An angelic voice
Speaks to me
From a place
I can not see
“There is no mercy
There is only hate
For you my friend
This is your fate.”
