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Category:
Romance
Publisher: Waterbuck
ISBN-10: 095486302X
Type: Fiction
Pages: 262
Copyright: Nov 5, 2006
ISBN-13: 9780954863029
Price: $2.99 (eBook)
Von Mozar's urban romance, street lit, novel; will shock most, amaze some, and leave others reflecting on ways to disconnect from destructive addictions.
Imagine growing up in a room with two broken beds, five other family members and old hand me down clothes scattered everywhere.
Every night you go to bed dreaming for happiness. Nevertheless, sleep is denied as the nights are instead filled with sexual abuse from a family member.
In your state of childhood innocence this seems like fun, providing escapism from your grimy situation.
However, when you’re an adult, still dreaming for happiness and now find yourself trying to escape sexual situations in the pursuit of your soul mate, there are only two outcomes; you either never give up on your dream or become a Sexfiend.
Excerpt
THE LARGE DOUBLE ROOM is quiet. Seven sleeping bodies fill it.
Eschewal, twelve-years-old, lays on a bed with his auntie, who is four years his senior, baby brother and sister. The bed opposite occupies his three older brothers.
The nudging signal comes to him. He knows what it means, tries to ignore it, but she won’t let him. Her hot breath blows down his left ear as she speaks, “Oi, you wanna do it?” she says in a whisper.
Eschewal wants to tell her no but she persists, with her big thighs.
“Oi, Eros are you sleeping?”
Eschewal pretends he is and lets out a moan, but she continues, “Hey, Eros do you want to do it?”
He answers dumbly, “Mmmm, what did you say?” “Do you want to do it?” she replies.
Eschewal dumbly persists, “What... Now?!” “Yeah, come on, man, please,” she pleads.
Butterflies begin to swirl in Eschewal’s stomach. Reluctantly he climbs on top and meets with his aunty’s half-naked body. She pulls down his Y fronts then guides his penis into her vagina. He places his head onto her young firm breasts and begins bouncing up and down, her hot breath blows down his ear as she moans and groans.
Eschewal buries his face in the mattress as the sex becomes more intense. The next experience is new to him but not that new that he didn’t know it was coming. His butt cheeks clench as he ejaculates.
They carry on pumping for a while longer. She squeals for a moment or two, then before Eschewal can slip off she pushes him off. Eschewal rolls onto his back then rolls over onto his front.
Slowly, the same sickening feeling he always feels after sexing his aunt runs through his bones and makes him feel sinful, filthy, even evil. In this moment he wishes he could rip his insides out and not be the person whom he is; not have to live in poverty, and expe- rience the horror he experiences.
Eschewal wants to cry but holds the tears because the worst thing about the experience is when it begins and before it ends, it makes him feel beautiful inside. And this beauty is more powerful than the sickening after-effects.
Eschewal finally close his eyes, hoping this haunting was another one of those dreams.
Copyright © 2006 by Nicholas Harrison P/K/A Von Mozar
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