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BEING HURT SUDDEN STOP YOU FROM BEING SUCCESSFUL.
SOME PEOPLE ARE AFRAID TO ADMIT THAT THEY ARE AFRAID OF LIFE, THE DARK, EVEN COMMITIMENT. I'M NOT AFRIAD TO ADMIT THAT I AM.SOMETIME'S IT'S HARD, BECAUSE I THOUGHT SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT THE NEXT PERSON WOULD SAY.TO A POINT WHERE I JUST DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE MAY SAY ABOUT ME. WHEN I THOUGHT THAT ALL MY HOPE AND FAITH WAS GONE. I THOUGHT THAT I WAS NEVER GOING TO AMOUNT TO ANYTHING. OR EVEN EQUAL UP TO WHAT EVERYONE WANTED ME TO BE. BUT ONE NIGHT I PRAYED AND CRIED. AND PRAYED AND CRIED SOME MORE. I STARTED TO GET THESE FEELING AND THOUGHT'S IN MY HEAD THAT I CAN GET THROUGH THIS.I STARTED TO PUT | | | | I AM SOME BODY
HOW PEOPLE ARE SO QUICK TO JUDGE.
WHY DO PEOPLE JUDGE ME, BEFORE THEY GET TO KNOW ME? COULD IT BE THAT APPEAR TO BE TO MUCH FOR THEM? OR THEY SEE ME AS A THREAT TO THERE WILL BEING, AS A PERSON? IF NOT THIS IT HAS TO BE MY POWER TO KNOW I HAVE A PURPOSE. I FEEL MYSELF BEING AFRAID IN TRAPPED IN A WORLD.THAT ALWAY'S SEEM'S TO TURN IT'S BACK ON ME IN ROUGH TIME'S.I KNOW YOU IS ALWAY'S SUPPOSE TO HAVE FAMILY ON YOUR SIDE, NO MATTER WHAT. BUT SOMETIME'S I FEEL LIKE I HAVE BEEN LEFT OUT IN LIFE. SOMETIME'S IT SEEM'S AS IF MY HEART ARCHE FROM THE CONTINUE'S PAIN. OF WONDERING "IF I GO TO SLEEP TONIGHT, WILL GOD TAKE MYSELF- OR A PER | | | | WE SHOULD KNOW BETTER
THE MOMENT OF TRUTH, DON'T JUST BE WITH SOMEONE BECAUSE HOW HE/SHE USE TO MAKE YOU FEEL. WHERE HERE AND ALREADY FOR LOVE NOW.
I FIND MYSELF REPEATING THE SAME CHAOS IN JUST ABOUT ALL MY RELATIONSHIP.I HAVE BEEN WITH GUYS THAT WILL TAKE CONTROL OF THE RELATIONSHIP. TO PROVE THAT HE WAS A MAN.(FROM HIS POINT OF VIEW) BUT ALL THAT PROVED WAS HE CAN CONTROL A WOMEN UNDER HIS WILL. SO GUESS WHAT I DID, 'THAT'S RIGHT'. "I FREED HIM". THEN THERE'S MY FRIEND GIRL, THAT HAS BEEN DATING THIS GUY FOR ALMOST 2 YEAR'S. AND HE HAVEN'T EVEN LET HER KNEW HIS WHOLE NAME, OR MEET HIS FAMILY.HE USE THIS LINE ONE GIRLFRIEND "I'M VERY GENTLE WITH MY HEART.AS IF SHE DON'T HAVE A REASON TO BE MAD. SO TO ME IT SEEM'S LIKE "THE BROTHER HAS S |
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