I'M GOING TO POST THE NEW POEMS, WRITINGS, ETC. FROM THE TOP DOWN, ALL THE NEW STUFF WILL NOW BE POSTED FROM THE TOP ON DOWN, THANK YOU. I HAVE A NEW BOOK COMING OUT SOON, BUILDING A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. THIS BOOK WILL GO OVER A LOT OF MATERIAL THAT HELPS WHEN YOU BUILD A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. SUCH AS PATIENCE, FAITHFULNESS, HAPPINESS, PEACEFULNESS. THE LIST GOES ON. IT IS AN AWESOME THING AND ONE OF THE MOST PRECIOUS RELATIONSHIP YOU CAN EVER HAVE IN THIS LIFE AND THAT IS WITH JESUS. HE DOES SO MUCH FOR YOU AND BRINGS A COMFORT LIKE NONE OTHER IN YOUR LIFE. LET US BEGIN TODAY AND BUILD ON YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD. YOU CAN'T GO WRONG IT ONLY HELPS YOU AND THOSE YOU LOVE. ITS BEEN A MINUTE BUT I HAVE WROTE ANOTHER BOOK, THANK YOU JESUS. THE NAME OF MY SECOND BOOK IS CALL BOOK OF 50 POEMS ON LOVE, LIFE AND GOD. I HAVE YET TO FINISH. IT IS EXCITING AND CHALLENGING, BECAUSE I NEVER DID A BOOK ON JUST POEMS. ANYWAY I JUST HAD A LOT ON MY MIND AND JUST WANTED TO TAKE TIME OUT TO LET EVERYONE WHO ARE GOING THROUGH SOMETHING, MINOR OR MAJOR, TO JUST STAY STRONG AND WE MUST LEARN TO DEPEND ON THE LORD AND IN THE END IT IS HIS WILL AND HE ONLY WANTS THE BEST FOR US. SO BE ENCOURAGED WE ALL MUST BE ENCOURAGED AND LOOK AT THE BRIGHT SIDE OF THE PICTURE. LET US PUT GOD IN ALL OF OUR PICTURES FOR DON'T HE ALWAYS COME THROUGH FOR US GIVING US TREMENDOUS COMFORT IN OUR TIMES OF NEED. PRAISE GOD FOR HE IS SO WONDERFUL TO US.....YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY : )     HAPPY 2012, PRAISE THE LORD. THANK YOU LORD FOR ALLOWING US TO BE HERE, WE MUST TRY OUR BEST TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE AND DO ALL THINGS POSITIVE. LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO YOU!  MY PRAYERS TO THE FAMILIES OF THE VICTIMS IN ARIZONA, MAY GOD BLESS YOU WITH COMFORT AND PEACE.  LOVE TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.  ITS A VERY SAD DAY WHEN SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPENS.  ALL AROUND THE WORLD EVERYDAY THERE ARE INNOCENT PEOPLE LIVES THAT ARE BEING TAKEN.  I PRAY FOR THIS WORLD AND THE PEOPLE IN IT.  MAYBE JUST MAYBE ONE DAY WE CAN ALL LEARN TO RESPECT, LOVE AND GET ALONG WITH EACH OTHER.  GOD PLEASE BLESS THIS WORLD WITH LOVE AND PEACE, IN JESUS NAME I PRAY...AMEN.   STOP THE VIOLENCE WHEN WILL WE LEARN TO LOVE SO WE CAN STOP KILLING THE DOVE CRAZY AS THIS MAY SEEM THIS IS NOT A DREAM EVERYDAY OF OUR LIFE WE'RE ENSLAVED TO STRIFE BRINGING IT ON OURSELF INSTEAD OF PUTTING IT ON A SHELF LET'S ALL GET IT TOGETHER HELPING EACH OTHER FOREVER PUTTING GOD FIRST IN OUR LIVES THEN WE CAN FINALLY ARRIVE TO THE TRUE MEANING OF LOVE GETTING OUR HELP FROM ABOVE PEACE TO ALL MANKIND LETTING OUR LITTLE LIGHTS SHINE   SCARED AND SHY BUT IT MUST BE DONE HOLD YOUR HEAD HIGH SPEAK FOR THE LORD LOUD AND CLEAR FOR ALL TO HEAR PROCLAIM HIS GREATNESS HIS LOVE, HIS MERCY LISTEN AND LEARN WITH WISDOM YOU EARN A TIME TO CARE SO RIGHT TO SHARE THE PRICE, THE TREASURE IN THE END IS WHAT COUNTS YOUR DESTINY'S MEASURE   One thing about the little g(god) that I have once worshipped, who I was enslaved to, that little g did nothing for me and I gave up just about everything for it.  The little g brought heartache and pain, depression and despair, the list goes on.  It did nothing for my children.  They saw their mother disintegrating before their very eyes.  My soul was slowly and slickly being stole by the little g.  In contrast, with God, He offered me so much more.  I have my life back, the one that God gave me to live.  I have my children back to hopefully make them proud of me.  I am no longer frustrated or depressed.  I have turned that in for happiness and peace.  I will forever thank God for His grace and mercy towards me, in Jesus name I do.   I need you God To keep me strong A smile on my face As I finish this race I need you God Uplifting your name Blessing you with thanksgiving For this life that I'm living I need you God Praying always to you Helping me to get through Keeping us safe and healthy too I need you God Thanking Jesus everyday He paid the price So we can enjoy this life   HAPPY NEW YEARS TO ALL OF YOU.  I AM PRAYING FOR US ALL TO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL, PEACEFUL, PRODUCTIVE YEAR AHEAD.  LET'S BE ABOUT SOMETHING POSITIVE AND UPLIFTING.  LET US KEEP OUR PRAYERS UP, LET US KEEP THANKING GOD FOR ALL THAT HE HAS DONE FOR US.  WE ARE ALL BLESSED, JUST TO BE HERE IS A BLESSING.  I THANK GOD FOR THE MOST AWESOME YEAR LAST YEAR.  I GOT A CHANCE TO HAVE A BOOK PUBLISHED, WITH MY FATHER'S HELP.  I AM ON THE RIGHT TRACK.  BUILDING MY RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD IS MY TOP PRIORITY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.  GOD HAS BEEN GOOD TO US ALL, I WILL FOREVER THANK HIM.  ALL PRAISE TO GOD, ALL GLORY TO GOD, IN JESUS NAME.  LOVE AND HAPPINESS TO YOU ALL.   I HAVE TO STAY CLOSE TO YOU AND DO ALL THAT YOU TELL ME TO DO BECAUSE YOU ARE #1 IN MY LIFE BLESSED, A LIFE WITH NO STRIFE I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER I WILL LEAVE YOU, NO GOD NEVER IN JESUS NAME I PRAY YESTERDAY, TOMORROW AND TODAY   KEEP ME LIVING FOR YOU KEEP ME COMMITTED TO YOU I'M TRYING MY BEST TO LIVE IN YOUR NAME AND LET MY PAST BE PUT TO SHAME LOVE IS EVERYTHING SOON AS WE REALIZE IT EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY YOU DON'T HURT EACH OTHER WHEN YOU LOVE YOU DON'T KILL AND MAIM THEN DON'T WANT TO TAKE THE BLAME WE MUST COME TOGETHER ON ONE ACCORD SO WE CAN BE HAPPY AND PRAISE THE LORD LOVE IS THE KEY I HOPE ONE DAY WE WILL BEGIN TO SEE   SEEMS LIKE EVERYTIME YOU LOOK AROUND THERE IS AN INCONVENIENCE, ANOTHER PROBLEM TO SOLVE.  LET US CONTINUE TO PRAY WHEN TIMES OR GOOD AS WELL AS THE BAD TIMES.  WE ARE GOING TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH GOD REGARDLESS.  I LOVE THE LORD SO I WILL ALWAYS TRY MY BEST, GOD WILLING, TO WORK ON MY RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM.  LET US BUILD ON THIS RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD TO HELP US DEAL WITH THE DAILY STRUGGLES IN EVERYDAY LIFE.   MERRY CHRISTMAS 2010 TO EVERYBODY, MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU AND MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE THE MOST WONDERFUL NEW YEAR EVER.  I PRAY TO CONTINUE TO BUILD MY RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU FATHER AND I PRAY FOR PEACE, HAPPINESS AND LOVE TO ALL.   DONT BURST THE BUBBLE OR RAIN ON THE PARADE LET THE GOOD MOOD SHOW SO THE HAPPINESS CAN FLOW LIKE A RUNNING RIVER CONNECTING AS IT GO BY SPLASHING AND SPILLING OVER ALL PEOPLE IT WILL COVER BRINGING A CALMING PEACE THAT LASTS ETERNALLY LAUGHTER AND SMILES ALL AROUND MAKING THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SOUND   TO MY CHILDREN ALWAYS TRYING TO GET YOU TO LISTEN HUMBLY TALKING, LOUDLY YELLING TELLING YOU OF THE MISTAKES I MADE TRYING TO PROTECT YOU FROM ALL THE TROUBLES AHEAD ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO GROW UP TO BE A RESPONSIBLE, LOVING ADULT TAKING GOD EVERY WHERE YOU GO HE'S THE ONLY ONE YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SHOW DOING FOR THOSE, WHENEVER YOU CAN NOT BEING AFRAID TO GIVE A HELPING HAND BEING A SERVANT TO GOD IS AN HONOR INDEED SO STAND UP TALL, YOU MUST TAKE THE LEAD I'LL NEVER STOP PRAYING FOR YOU MY LOVE IS EVERLASTING TOO I'M HERE ALONG FOR THE RIDE ALWAYS STANDING BY YOUR SIDE   ANGER PRAYER RID ME OF THE ANGER ISSUES ALL THE DRAMA AND THE PRESSURES REEL ME IN FROM THE EDGE CALM MY MIND, THIS I PLEDGE HOW DOES ONE HAVE MORE PATIENCE UNDERSTANDING AND COMMUNICATION TRIED THAT, STILL DON'T WORK ALL IT DOES IS MAKE MY HEAD HURT YOU KNOW WHAT, I'LL GIVE IT TO GOD THE BURDEN IS HEAVY, THIS IS HARD NEXT TIME I WON'T THINK TWICE I'LL PRAY TO MY LORD, JESUS CHRIST      GIVING  IT  ALL  TO  MY  FATHER  Giving it All to My Father is my first book, published by PublishAmerica.  This book is a true story, everyone has a story to tell and this is mine.  This book is about me struggling with a drug addiction and my battles being involved in a physical abusive relationship.  At one time in my life I thought I would never be free of drugs or that I could never get out of the relationship where I was physically abused.  By God's grace, He pulled me through both and I am forever grateful to Him. Giving it All to My Father is encouraging, interesting, uplifting and inspirational.  I am very grateful to God for blessing me to make it back on the right path and to get out of the mess that I had gotten myself in.  I could have died out there and I do know some people that have.  For whatever reason I was spared, so at this point in my life I want to make a difference, to be of a help in whatever capacity that I can be.  These are some of my poems that I write as I go along each day.  Whatever my Father brings to me, I shall write, for all comes from Him.  I know and I pray that all come from my Father and God willing I will be of a help and inspiration to people. Who so ever comes to visit me on this site, I surely appreciate your time and also I encourage conversation or what ever we can do to be of a help to inspire and encourage each other.  Leave a comment or you can contact me through email jlmcmt@yahoo.com, thank you all so much.   The Walk of Life From the depths of my soul I cry, while trying to keep my head to the sky Don't believe none of the devil lies, Just keep your eyes on the ultimate prize This walk get weary and troubled sometimes, Longing to hear the bells of the heavenly chimes Abound  or abaste, I am content, because in Jesus name I repent.   My Sheperd I will follow God, I will let Him be my guide, Give me wisdom, take away my pride, All the days of my life, I will be on God's side.     ENDURANCE I'm going to be patient, and keep trying. Holding my head toward the sky, there's no denying. Doing everything I can do to sharpen my skill, Whatever happen, trust me it's God's will. No doubt He's first in my life, With Him on my side, there's no strife. So I go forward, Him I follow, Yesterday, today and tomorrow.     I'm going to keep this site updated.  These poems are my own and I truly love writing poems.  I know if I really put time into these poems something truly amazing will come of them.  That's why putting time into these poems is a part of my plan.  Right now in my life I'm just trying to be patient with my book Giving it All to My Father.  I truly hope the book and the things that I have gone through can help someone.  I know I have to be patient and dedicated to the task.  So I will keep praying and keep seeking a closer relaitonship with God.  That is what's important to us all, building a relationship with God is so essential, I can't say it enough.   I PRAY I pray my Father for success, In every way, to please You, yes. Every day as I get closer to You, Dealing with this life that I'm trying to get through. Hopes and dreams are being realized, You're answering my prayers and hearing my cries. On that pedestal You will always be, Our Father which art in heaven, yes that's He. Loving You forever and always, Giving You what You deserve, all the praise. In Jesus name, whom I love, Who is in heaven up above.   THIS WORLD OF OURS This world is really beautiful, All for us to see. Given life for us to live, in something such as this. There's also a darkness about this world, The only way you can beat it. Believe that Jesus is the Son of God, and He will help you get through it. With that being said, let's live life to the fullest. helping and loving each other along the way, being kind and thoughtful in everything we say.   WORDS HURT WORDS CAN SOMETIMES HURT AND BERATE, LOSING YOUR COOL TRYING TO MAKE THEM COOPERATE. SLOW DOWN, THINK BEFORE YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH, BECAUSE YOU CAN'T TAKE BACK THE VENOM YOU SPROUT.   FEELINGS FEELINGS OF HELPLESSNESS GET OUT MY MIND FILL WITH A CONFIDENCE THAT I NEED ALL THE TIME SAME THING, OVER AND OVER JUST WHEN YOU THINK ITS THROUGH  A COUPLE MORE THINGS YOU GOT TO DO DEAL WITH IT, THAT'S LIFE HARSH WORDS, BUT ITS RIGHT I WISH I WILL, I WISH I MIGHT BE GIVEN THE STRENGTH TO DEAL WITH THIS LIFE   I am inspired and pray for inspiration to write these poems, from my heart to yours, hoping that you feel them and be encouraged in some way to keep pushing forward in this life.  Life is what you make it, and I am going to try my best to make it good.  Believing in God to give me strength like no other can do.      THIS BEAUTIFUL WORLD BEAUTIFUL ORANGE SUNRISES, GORGEOUS RED SUNSETS, AND IN BETWEEN A PRETTY BLUE SKY FLUFFY WHITE CLOUDS THAT STAND SO TALL, GOD MADE THIS WORLD FOR ONE FOR ALL   I NEED YOU I need You Father at the core of my being You fill my mind with ease You comfort me And make my anxietys quietly disappear From time to time they rise And that's being honest with myself But glorious Lord  Controller of everything Who is in me I call out Your name My heavenly Father Whom I love With all respect due to I need You everyday of my life I shall call out Your name And give You thanks for loving me   CALLING YOUR NAME I'M HUMBLED, YOU CAME GAVE MYSELF TO YOU LORD YOUR LOVE STRUCK A CHORD THROWING UP MY HANDS I GAVE YOU MY HEART THE LOVE THAT YOU SHOW UNSPEAKABLE, IT GLOWS GIVING IT MY ALL SUMMER, SPRING, WINTER AND FALL   God's Love His love is so comforting I trust that everything will be alright There's faith in hope of tomorrow Everlasting love for my Father He loved us so He sent His one and only That we should live forever My love endureth for Jesus The Father, the Son Full of kindness, gracious indeed To bless upon us all The precious gift of love   THANKSGIVING PRAYER A BOUNTIFUL FEAST GRACED UPON GLORY TO GOD AND THE SON EAT, DRINK AND BE MERRY I SAY BUT FIRST BOW YOUR HEAD AND PRAY THANKING GOD FOR EVERYTHING IN JESUS NAME, OUR LORD OUR KING   Treasure each day that you live Always be able to forgive Spend precious time with those you love As God smiles down from above Time is short and goes by fast So make the beautiful memories last   God was with me, He was there from the begining.  The weight of the world on my shoulders burdened me.  I looked at life once upon a time with an illusion of delusion, in a state of seemly eternal depression, sadness and total despair. But God, my Heavenly Father, picked me up, dusted me off and said, "You have passed the test.  The new life that you so desperately want, I give to you.  Go forth and tell the world how great I am, as if they already don't know.  Maybe they will begin to see, maybe they will begin to hear.  I, almighty God, can do everything and is powerful beyond belief. I almighty God love you.  You must love one another." We have to build a relationship with each other as well as God.   LET US NOT ABUSE OUR BODY OR SOUL IF WE DO WE FAIL, WE SHALL FOLD THE WORD OF GOD CAN LIFT YOU HIGH YOU'LL TAKE FLIGHT, YOU'LL BEGIN TO FLY   GIVING GOD ALL THE GLORY, ALL THE PRAISE...PRAYING EVERYDAY, THANKING MY FATHER FOR BLESSING US TO SEE ANOTHER DAY, THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING US ALL THAT WE NEED AND STILL YOU BLESS US WITH EVEN MORE.  PRAYING FOR STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH THIS LIFE.   KEEP OUR MINDS ON YOU FATHER AS WE GO THROUGH OUR DAILY LIVES, LOVING YOU FOREVER LORD, IN JESUS NAME.   YOU ARE JUST SO AWESOME TO ME FATHER, EVERYTIME YOU COME THROUGH FOR ME, I AM HERE TO SPREAD THE GOOD NEWS OF YOUR LOVE, WHICH IS PRICELESS AND BEYOND BELIEF TO ME, I LOVE YOU GOD, IN JESUS NAME.   I need this relationship to get stronger everyday.  As I write now about this, I have a smile on my face and a song in my heart.  I feel the love.  But let me tell you this, I want to reach my relationship with my Father as high as I can go here on earth.  I want to build my confidence as much as I can in God.  I love Him so.  I want to get to know Jesus as much as I can.  I need my Father's strengthing, I got His love.  I'm happy and I have God to thank for this, in Jesus name.  I believe that good things don't just happen, God intervenes.  Good you know is God, He is in everything that is good.                                        

Writing, completing my first book, Giving it All to My Father.
Completing a New Believers Class at my church.