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Born to love, made to fly, the journey of a lifetime constantly recreating the inside, molding and shaping to that which is desired, till the love of a wanderful Creator is reflecting through my eyes. Through the valley of compromise, the pit of despair, abuse, divorce, alcoholism, drugs and so many other addictions, I was awakend to the truth. There is a God and I am not Him!! I had expected others to give to me, I thought the world and everyone in it owed me. Take, take, take was my way, till that day when He called my name. The day, as I so refer to as "the day God knocked me off my horse on the road to Damascus", Through life and death, a journey to tell, as I learned the unconditional love of God and His desire to give me life, and to prosper me, and not to harm me. I learned as I lay in a hopital bed, tied down with tubes and IV's in me, why it was necessary for Christ to go to the cross to deliver me from the hell I had created, with my lustful selfish, self-seeking desires. Three overdoses in three months, only by the grace of God, did I rise from the pit, for His purpose alone, to proclaim His goodness and faithfulness. May He use my hands and all of my body to call out Jesus Christ is Lord, and may my entire being bring HIm glory forever, never ceasing to praise HIM, Always and forever.
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