I am really a deep person. I'm a loner too. Nobody talks to me, why should I talk to them. I think of the world as a dark place that god made and he put us here to make it better. It really inspires my writing to think about current situations that are happening to me personally and also to the world. I think people need to stop being little stuck up princesses and get on with their life. If you wear a full Aeropostale outfit everyday, you need to stop hiding behind expensive clothing and money and come to reality and get a life, princess. No , your not a "popular" person if you know a few good insults and comebacks. And no. your not "popular" if you can cheer. I think anyone can say "Go team!" while jumping up and down like an idiot. And if your cheer captain, dating the quarterback, GET A LIFE. I know a lot of people like this. Am I "popular" your wondering? No. I got drove out of school by these "popular" punks. To all popular poeople: NO YOUR NOT PRETTY IF YOU KNOW HOW TO PUT ON A SHIRT THAT SAY AEROPOSTALE OR UNDER AMROR ON THE FRONT. Sorry *I had to let that stufff out. I've always wanted to say that to someone in public. Anyway, back to what inspires me. Emotions like Happiness, Depression, Pain,Excitment,and Heartbreak inspire me the most I have to say. You can judge me if you want, go for it. Just don't expect me to accept the fact that you insulted me and cry about it. I fight for myself, and anyone who wants to cross the line between Love and Hate, Come on over to my dark side. But I must warn you... We DON'T have any cookies. I'm not emo. I'm not scene. I'm a normal person who doesn't change for anyone. I would be a vegetarian if it wasn't for my rare diesease, Foodneophobia. I can't eat fruits, veggies, or noodles. I'm on a very limeted diet, and I hate myself for the fact that I can't eat anything. I like being last I guess. I mean, my name is Zendaya for goodness sakes. Zendaya means last runner up. That describes me I guess. Poetry and NeverShoutNever (chris drew), and jesus and god is my life. You gotta problem with that? Go take it up with God.

I have survived all my life, I successfully got no friends at all