Since leaving my home country town,  I ventured to the city, What I found in the city was excitement, the dance scene, drugs and alcohol, I found heartaches, despair and loneliness, I found myself spiraling out of control, I underwent a deadly psychotic episode that nearly took my life,  thankfully I was saved. Also thankfully throughout the period of time when I left my country town, I had kept a poetic diary of the series of events in my life.  My poetic composition, my story is a testimony, it is fun, cruel, hard hitting, bizarre, selfish, lustful, sad, lovely, beautiful,  soul searching, and life saving. Also True. A Way To Redemption.