Since leaving my home country town,  I ventured to the city,

What I found in the city was excitement, the dance scene, drugs and alcohol,

I found heartaches, despair and loneliness, I found myself spiraling out of control,

I underwent a deadly psychotic episode that nearly took my life,  thankfully I was saved.

Also thankfully throughout the period of time when I left my country town, I had kept a poetic diary of the series of events in my life.