At some point most of us wonder about God. Morgan Freeman had a series and traveled the world looking for God The Story of God. I looked in the mirror and said God help me stop drinking. HE did in one night before I believed. I also used to hit, throw, slam something and swear in anger daily. The next year Karen was diagnosed with Alzheimer's and I blamed God. I have had more signs from God than many pastors including one who told me God doesn't talk to people. I felt incredible peace come to me at night next to Karen and said many times who are you. Discovered God's love at age 70 and have cried 150 times from HIS love. HE said TELL ABOUT MY LOVE. I wrote a book "SEEK ME and you will find ME, Jer. 29:13, I did and I DID". I have seen people cry telling about God's love. A man had a near death experience and heard God say I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER, EVER KNOW. A former atheist had a nde and is now a minister and cries talking about God's love. Nearly 300 verses say fear God and some people believe this. God said their fear of ME is a false teaching of men Isa. 29:13. Never read the Bible much until 2014 but Luke 17:21 is true. The Kingdom of God is literally in our midst. Bill was addicted to cocaine said God if you're real help me. He heard these words NEVER WILL I LEAVE YOU OR FORSAKE YOU these are in the Bible. Karen has been seen 4 times in the Kingdom of God and I have had many revelations such as a woman saying did you have a drinking problem because you wife wants you to understand he forgives you. Hebrews 12:1 is also true. I have been healed of several health issues and don't take any meds at age 76.