The book "Not in Vain" was a God-driven force that came to me to tell the story about the aftermath of our daughter's murder from a domestic violent relationship. I never thought I would ever be an author. Many nights I would wake up and not be able to go back to sleep. The name Not in Vain kept coming to my mind. I finally would go to the computer saying "Dear God, I am not an author, why are you doing this?" As I started typing, thoughts just came to me, at times I could not type fast enough to keep up with these thoughts an more...