I have done many things in my life, but that which I am most proud of is that I'm mother of 3 children with Tuberous Sclerosis Complex, as well as mother of two without.  4 children from my most recent marriage, and one from my first marriage. I am just waking up to the fact that all of the experiences and people and situations in my life have been part of my curriculum in life.  All a by product of God disguised as genetics, early childhood trauma and just childhood experience in general, and the question of is there free will wrapped up in this current incarnation.