I am a licensed preacher/associate minister at my church, of 4 years. I finally accepted my calling to preach the word of God, after running from it for about fifteen years. This took it's toll on me physically, as well as mentally. At first I thought it was the devil messing with me, as usual, as he has all my life. He used my bipolar disorder against me, preyed on my weaknesses. Then God gave me the discernment that it was, indeed, Him who had called me to the ministry. That's when I got scared and ran. It seemed to be a huge, overwhelming job for little ole me. I said, "Lord more...
