Crazy man, how can this be?
That this boy who lays with me
Can be better than the other
The one who has my heart and along with it I swore my body
And yet… here we are.
And there we were, me on him
Hands up, clutching at open air
I have no restraint from it
It caught up to me like something orgasmic
And I exploded.
I exploded for all the times I was repressed
Exploded from his mouth
Exploded from his hands
Exploded from his being
And it was amazing.
And now I sit here thinking
What does this mean?
Has he finally broken down my walls of mistrust?
Replaced them with sugary pleasure
And I crave him more now.
But is it dangerous, the sugar filled sedation
The dripping from my walls from his tongue
The moist between my thighs from his manhood
The need for more from my body builds
And I’m in too deep to pull away
So I’ll lie down once again
Maybe twice, maybe more
As long as the sugar still drips I’ll lie
Overcome with satisfaction I’ll continue
And I’ll love every minute of it.