As Christmas Spirits They Thought ,Then They Did Not... (poem) by - - - - - -

As Christmas Spirits They Thought ,Then They Did Not...
by - - - - - - - TRASK → (All Poetry by - - - - - - - TRASK)
Not rated by the Author.

Save

Follow Share on Facebook

I Was Never One For Celebrating Christmas Anymore Than Religion Church-I Still Feel Pain My Momma Beating Me 3 Years Old Me Hangen On Church Door Handle_ I Would Not Go Into That Church...

12-14-06_ HERES TRUE MEANING OF WHAT CHRISTMAS IS: ....................................... A POEM FOR MY BELOVED AUNT IDA,TEARS... Christmas Spirits They Thought And Then They Did Not! Again,Christmas 2006.Again It Does Not Inspire Too Many To Make Things Happen! But,If Any Christmas Passes Once Again! It Always Has.Now Its 2006,andOnce Again It Will Be Christmas-Only Another Day In Life OfMany That Christmas Has Passed In Now Has Life Really Changed? Only Slightly If Any Re-arranged, As Many Have Gone,Then There Are Those Whom Will Be Going - By Far, Never Known "True Spirit Of Christmas"! TRASK On This Earth Day Nov 29' 1979... ....................................... I MAILED Above Poem To My Aunt On Same Day I Wrote It.Soon Thereafter She Came Passed Over To The Other Side This_ LITTLE LADY Worked In Church Set Alter Each Day,Helpen Nuns & Priests, Falter She Even Bought Shoes For 19 Little_ CHURCH PAID HER PEANUT$... CHILDREN (Grand) Her Daughter! Put Her 3 Sons Thru College, One Is Judge, Her Other? & Tommy (Asshole) Drops Out Of_ MED SCHOOL Last Year Became DENTIST! ..................................... {CORVETTE SIDE EXHAUST PRIEST HEARD ME COMEN} I DROVE Her To Church In My 67 Corvette Rowdy As Hell Pull Up To Church,You Bet Priest Came Runnen Down Open Door For_ Her-She Limped Out Hobbled Around On An Aluminum Cane-If Not She'd Walked Can You Believe It 5 Miles To Church! AMAZED YOUNG PRIEST RIGHTLY NAMED HER_ "LITTLE OLE LADY FROM(OHIO)PASADENA"... ....................................... LAST SUMMER VISIT OHIO-I Showed Her One Of My(96 Legal Courts Release Copies)One Of Eyes Looked Up At Me -She Startled_ SEZ:So,TRASK You're Gonna Become Writer! SHE Hugged Me More On 3 Vacations Than My Momma Did In Lifetime! ....................................... IN ENDING: You I Can Only Be So Nice To Anybody That Deserves My "RESPECT" True Majority Of You Readen This Poem_ WOULD THINK SHE'S *CRAZY FOR WASTEN HER LIFE AWAY For CHURCH,COMMUNITY, Dismay, She Just Could Not Be Kind Enough_ TO ANYBODY,SHE COULDN'T GIVE ENOUGH OF HERSELF TO HELP OTHERS IN NEED! HOW OF MY MISERABLE CHILDHOOD SHE KNEW OF_ LASTLY SAID TO ME: You're So Good,Kind You Care,Even ThoYour Daddy Beats(Blind) Around-WHY!? In Lieu Of Above-It Was_ 500 Mile Trip To Ohio,There On Lake Erie I Found Myself,I Listen To My Mind(Ere) I Found Not Only Peace Of Mind! In That_ SILENCE OF WINDS-I FOUND (GOD)... ....................................... BEING NICE NEVER GOT ME ANYWHERE,BEING HONEST NOW GOT ME BANKRUPT - IF BEING NICE TO ANYBODY GOT ME ANYWHERE TO THIS_ DAY I CRAWLED IN MY OWN BLOOD_ ME,TRASK I'LL BE NICE WHEN I SEE ALL MILLIONS OF LITTLE CHILDREN FREED (FALL ON YOUR KNEES HUMANITY WILL) FROM_ SATANS HOLY HELL-SIMPLY I WON'T BE ABLE TO BE HUGGED ENOUGH FOR ETERNITY -ABLE ENOUGH I FREED THERE LOST SOULS_ EVEN (GOD) KNOWS: I Want No Thing In This Evil World But,MY HOME,NOBODY(Sin) Bought Built It For Me Did Any Thing_ FOR ME But,"TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME",ROB Me Of EVERYTHING I Own! For Even In My Be Own JUDGEMENT Before (God) I Do Stand_ HE ASKS: One Question WHY! I TRASK SIMPLY SAY: ...HEY,YOU OWE ME BIG TIME... IF (GOD) Does Not RESPOND -Simply, ME TRASK I Turn Walk Away My Children Be Chasing After Me-I Leave,I GO IT ALONE_ ...I DO NOT EVEN GIVE IT A THOUGHT... ....................................... I START ALL OVER AGAIN! As For (God) Even He Can Go To His Own Holy Hell,Sod He (God) Created, i.e SATAN DEVIL_ (GOD) KNOWS THIS, He (God) Knew In My Very Beginning I Would Do As I Had Vie Set Out To Do With Or Without Him... SO,DEAR PEOPLE IF YOU HAVE AUNT,UNCLE Or Brother, Sister,Momma,Daddy,Friend More So Who Cared For You-(God) Help You Now_ SURE AS HOLY HELL,YOU'D BETTER MAKE YOUR AMENDS NOW-Fore TOMORROW I Promise,Sure As(Your)Holy Hell IT May NeverCome Fore_ "IF YOU LOOK BACK YOU ARE F--KING DEAD"... Never Commonplace Forever In Your Face... ME,TRASK "POETIC PROPHET"c 2006 TRASK... ....................................... BELIEVE ME,TRASK THERE IS NO LOVE LOST FOR ANYBODY... .......................................

Reviewed by Phyllis Jean Green

Reviewed on December 16, 2006

Bless your aunt, and bless the hurting, bewildered, and frightened child she helped. Believe it or not, Trask, I walked close to
where you walked -- stumbled, fell, got up, stumbled, fell, got up --
was chased and caught. . .never forget, will we. . .and unlike my brother, did not have the courage to run away. You wrote to me
about missing children. I know the terror that comes with finding
a sibling gone. But we are here, aren't we! We are walking with our heads up and our spines straight. Holidays bring it all back. . .but as we have grown, we have added some good memories to help offset
the bad {no?} -- have m a d e them, and have been helped to make them sby angels such as your aunt and a wonderful woman who cared for
me for several years {and who took her own life after losing her daughter, a n d if there is a heaven, she is looking down now),
so we can take consolation. By reaching out to others -- children, especially, we can give hope. . .I am going on far too long, but
I just had to write and tell you that I admire you for sharing your
story and looking at things head-on a n d for giving credit where
credit is due. I hope you find solace in the beauties of nature and the fact that you have friends and supporters at the Den. Take care,
'Pea' <3 PS: Angels That Care has been involved in the effort to
help decrease domestic violence in all its forms and circulate information about missing children -- and adults -- for several years. As you know, there are other organizations that have been
working to do the same. Perhaps you belong to some of them? Might want to think about joining ATC. It is free, and there is an
active forum, etc. Peace, Love, and Hope. . .Here's to a better
New Year!!

Reviewed by Mary Patterson

Your aunt seemed to be a very special lady. I am glad her life touched yours. May you find peace in her salvation.....m

Reviewed by Tinka Boukes

Reviewed on December 15, 2006

Happy to know she was there for you...and You for her...but damn I like the idea of you hanging on a church door knob....lol...did you kick and scream...in her face?? Hilarious thought though!!

Awwww just joking okay!!

Love Tinka

Reviewed by Richard Cederberg

It gets that way doesn't it my friend. No love lost! Nobody cares is so easy to reciprocate.

Seems everyone gets hardened as time passes. There is so much horror and dissimulation in this world. Your Aunt sounds like she was a wonderful woman who was strong in her faith. Your recount of her blessed me. I enjoyed the poem you wrote in 1979.

Your friend ...
Richard Lloyd Cederberg

Reviewed by Elizabeth Taylor (Reader)

Reviewed on December 14, 2006

Good you had someone special in your life.
What part of Ohio?

Elizabeth

Reviewed by Dove JoAnne Cromp (Reader)

My precious Trask, may we never come back to this hell earth..I pray dearest Trask that eternity where all our tears shall be wiped away!!!

Merry Christmas dearest Trask
Little Dove