Age of Anxiety

To live and work in New York City during the 50s and 60s,

Where dreams were formed and often collided

With the constant awareness of how fearful most everyone was,

Consciousness was born for many of us just starting out in life.

Times Square stood out then

As the melting pot of all kinds of people,

Including service men on weekend on the hunt for pleasure,

Their expressions suggesting war had not paid a visit…yet.

Millions frequented the area

Walking past the towering screen with advertising

And occasional news broadcast for any who would pay attention.

I remember a particular Memorial Day when I was wandering about the area

Trying to determine which movie to attend, 

And saw some tearful images on the screen,

Being ignored by most on the street,

 More inclined to celebrate with laughter the day off work.

Images of courage

Of sacrifice and death

Flickered mostly unnoticed,

As if to give notice of the images

Would only increase their fear.

Eyes looked away.

Hearts wept in silence

As the city continued its pulsation,

Its rhythm of haste,

The pictures of valor above their heads

Quickly glanced by some

With most seeming to erase the presence

Of the now and forever

Silent heroes.

Today…

This age of fear continues to cause urgent movement

Most keeping heads bowed,

Ill at ease with the thought of so many

Who gave all in wars of mixed predior and prey,

Cruel and fearful conquests and defeats..

I’m again reminded of the many stories of courage

I’ve heard over the years,

Tales often whispered for fear of upsetting others.

In all these mixed feelings

I remain steadfast in believing New York stands tall,

A paradox of light in the age of fear

As it fights the often all-consuming darkness of night.

Even as distrust continues to cloud the human inner being,

Courage and honor still holds their exemplary role.

Monday…

Millions may pass this same landmark.

Some will pause and reflect,

For in this smothering cloak of fear.

Its shadows cast,

Bravery and sacrifice forever last

And will be honored.