Most think they are right in what they think is the truth, but are they right? two wrongs don't make a right

ARE YOU IN
"THE DARK?"
(FOUR POWERED PHRASE)
Do you need
"THE HIGHER POWERS"
(FOUR POWERED PHRASE)
IS WHAT YOU BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH IN
"FICTION"
(A four powered word)
Do you need a
"FIRST CONTACT"
(four powered word PHRASE)
"THE LOST"
(A nine powered word phrase)
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The Four
Using the alphabet and the number for each letter/words will make a reduced number of 1 through 9.
By ARITHMANCY DIVINATION useing only words that are reduced to a 4, as a tool, I find hidden knowlege that is 'hidden in plain sight' and is the defination of Occult!
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Once upon a time I was ,what is termed in the fundamentalist Baptist church -- a "sinner." Before I was even born I was in a church that preached about ever sermon on the subject of 'Hell, Fire, and brimstone.'
When I was about 16 or so I was under a conviction that the church was right and that I needed to 'repent.' So I did repent but nothing changed as far as my mind was concerned and I wanted to continue my life as it had been all alone. From age 16 till I was about 19 or so I avoided 'church' as much as I could. I didn't believe that anything or anybody should be able to tell me how my life should be lived, and I went my merry way.
I had two interests. Cars and girls. I persuaded both as wide open as I could run. I had a 1958 Chevrolet and the way I drove it it's a wonder that I'm even here today to tell the story. While driving wild and looking for girls, or just one girl that would give it up I met one that finely did and low and behold I became an unwed father. The remedy was, get married. We did! Eight years and two wonderful children later we got a divorce. What started wrong ended wrong.
I had gotten myself into something that I couldn't deal with. The loss of my children. The result. A nervous breakdown. This happened in 1966-1967. For a great while I was not even able to hold down a job. That meant I had no income to pay for the support of my two sons. I finely got a job as a security guard in the company where my dad worked. Actually he got me the job for he was good friends with the captain of the security ferm that was hired for this company. This security outfit even required you to tote a fire arm. That 38 cal. must have been older that the Captain of the guards. It rattled when you shook it. While being on a job that required very little other than looking at employee badges or cards that admitted the worker to the job he or she had at this establishment.
Although I had lost interest in cars because I had lost the good ones I had in the past I was still interesting in 'girls.' Along comes a sex goddess. Whenever she came through the elevator doors and down the hall by the many desk ever eye of the men that worked there was riveted to her as she walked by. I too was awe stricken with her young and very sexy figure. But I was different from all the others whether they were married or single. I made up my mind that I was going to have her. She became an obsession. My age - 30, her age 18. Little by little I made it known to her that I was very interesting in her. I started phoning her after she got off from work but I was still on the job. After a whole lot of phone conversations trying to get a date with her and she had told me her Mom and her step dad refused to allow her to date me for they knew I was divorced and had children and was 12 years older than she was, but after much persuasion on my part I finely persuade her to ask her parents if I could see her. They broke down and permitted me to come to their condo and visit. It was a start. Not much later, a few weeks, and we were allowed to date. As I got to know her I found we had one thing in common. We both liked to drink. Drink as in wine or that is what she liked. It was a wine that was called Ripple. One night she wanted to go by the grocery store and buy Ripple. I went along with it and we bought two good sized bottles. Little did I know that after more than a little Ripple wine she turned into a very different person. We ended up in Tennessee and while I was sort of passed out/asleep she had driven us to right on the border of Tennessee. I asked her where did she think we were going, and we were in her dad's car; I said where are you intending to go in her dad's car and she stated Albuquerque New Mexico. Damn! Was I ever flabbergasted. It took awhile but I finely convinced her that her Dad would send out the law enforcement the highway patrol to get us. I said we will have to phone your Dad and fess up. So we did and was he ever mad and told me to get her home pronto. If I remember right between the two of us we might have enough money to buy enough gas to get back home. So we hit the road back and I could not believe what was happening. We arrived and I was told in one breath that I was to be history and to never come around his family again -- never!
For a while I did as I was told, but then as things cooled off we were going out again. Never was there the approvable of her parents. I was told by her Dad that I was a glutton for punishment. At that time I didn't know that she had 'mental problems' and had been treated for disorder. I found out later that my girl friend had at one time had been engaged to be married and the day before the event was to happen she caught her best friend and her husband to be in bed together.
I suppose most folks might know why she cut her wrist numerous times after she found her boy friend in bed with another girl. I say girl because this girl that I was infactuated/in love with could not have been more than 16 or 17 at the time she was to wed.
I was in too deep. I couldn't make myself give her up. So a bit later I persuaded her and a girl we worked with to move into their own apartment. I then moved myself in with them and spent a great deal of time there but had my own place.
Things went alone sometimes smooth, sometimes rocky. She still continued getting intoxicated and cutting herself. I knew nothing then about the mental problem and that cutting yourself physically was to keep one's self from being overcome with mental pain and the pain of the cutting was pain that covered up the mental pain or something to that effect.
To make a long story a little shorter she and I finely parted company. I had enough punishment and desired to get on in the pursuit of happiness on down the path that I had chosen. I was living in this town not far from where my roots had been and met a guy that became my drinking buddy friend and although I found out he was an escapee from prison we nevertheless went to Florida to live. We ended up in Pompano Beach Florida. What little money I had saved up was not enough to keep us afloat but we managed to stay. He left town before I did but I stayed and had room and board plus drinking money for this guy I had met who had night blindness and wanted me to drive for him. I stayed about another six months or so but left town because I became converted to Christianity. My Dad, God rest his soul, had never given up on me and prayed daily for his prodigal son to come back home. I did! He met me at the bus terminal on the day and time I was to arrive.
Next came Church, the Bible and "the call to preach."
(Continued.)
THE HIGHER POWERS
by Bob Gray Smith
ROMANS 13:1=94=13
18 15 13 1 14 19 1 3 1=85/13/4
Higher Powers
Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God. Romans 13:1 ...
(From this web page on the internet.
romans13.embassyofheaven.com/higherpowers.htm - 17k - Cached - Similar pages

T H E .... H I G H E R .... P O W E R S
20 8 5....8 9 7 8 5 18....16 15 23 5 18 19=184/13/4
Romans 13 - Who Do We Obey? -- or who is the higher power. Is it "the God of this world?" Is it those that rule over us such as the Pope if you are Catholic?
Let every soul be subject unto the higher powers. For there is no power but of God: the powers that be are ordained of God. Romans 13:1
What can we make of this verse other than the fact that by alphanumbers it makes a 13/4 which is discovered by ARITHMANCY DIVINATION?
In the verse in Romans 13:1 we have two powers. One is "powers' and the other is "power." This verse states that there is a powers and that there is a power. Are we are to believe the Bible then we have to recognize that there is "a God of this World" His name? Satin! Some believe that this is addressing earthly authority.
Since I after an intense investigation of the Bible subjects do not know if the Bible is a good Godly source of information to put any trust or faith in for numerious reasons. (We have 22 notebooks on the subjects of the Bible)