I rode the roller coaster of life and the greatest of all things happened. It came tumbling off the tracks. Why two people just fell from grace that they never even deserved in the first place is what is so troubling. Trying to justify what is wrong will never make it right, but still it continued on until the end result was more grief and pain among many. Lust and love cloud the mind’s ability to think clearly and the heart’s ability to always feel the need to be close. When you close your eyes and don’t puts names to faces and desires just overcome you, then pain will follow forever. The loss was never realized yet the risks were considered manageable. Still there are crossroads to be followed and new tracks to be laid and then torn back up again. There will be many curves in the road and potholes that swallow up your very soul. Yet the human spirit will continue to seek the path that it believes it is being led down. Until the spirit is broken and reborn shall the time end. Consequently we be who we are. Life continues down many dark roads until one day light returns to their world. Time makes us think of many things dark in light. It is the duality of human nature to see life in this way. Unless you have walked in my shoes and read my mind, do not pass judgement on me nor my actions. Life is what it is and that must count for something. The tracks can always be built with iron and wood, yet still time will erode even them. When you play with fire sooner or later it will burn your ass to the point of roasting your soul on an open pit. Yet through grief and now gone angst, real people emerge from out of now where to bring some kind of solace and understanding. As the song goes " Only God Knows Why, "are the words that echo through the chambers of my soul. It is not for me to know nor understand. Purposes were fulfilled. Destiny lays in waiting. Dark will once again become light and the smell of the ocean will fill my senses as I taste the salt once again. Who knows how the story will end. It will be a long and fast ride to where ever. Either hold on and grab life by the hair or whither on a lifeless vine. Not me, for the vine is alive and the wine is good. Some dumb i will be, but plumb dumb: Never.
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Reviewed by Rita Keller (Reader)
Reviewed on February 7, 2008
What a great way to look at things. Life can be a roller coaster but thank God He is helping us steer if we are right with Him. "Those who are sinless can cast the first stone, and they all dropped the stones".
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