(Of Course I am grateful for my children and my husband and all of my beautiful friends and associates.  But I a most grateful for the lady in this picture; she is my eldest sister, although she should be far too young to be talked about in this light; but its our reality. and it has been for about ten years now. (She is 52 years old now)

(I am realizing soon I really may have to let her go, but im very selfish at times)

 When she was healthy and sound, she gave me everything! I was her NeNe and she was my Sugah and I only know how to love so deeply because of how she loves me. She dont remember many people at her facility, but she remembers me and that brings me so much joy in the midst of the sadness of not being able to do more for her.

 Some of you have heard my poems about her, or saw me sing about her or speak about her, but she is growing very tired these days and I felt like I needed many more prayers for her beyond my church and my own. I am a believer in God's will; I just may not always so naturally accept it, but im still growing.

So, I wanted to share her with you today and If you pray for her I will say thank you now and tomorrow, because I need to focus on my family today)

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"I have my sister but I cannot hold her now

she may not be here, but she still mine

and I know

she still love me..."

Give thanks for your family and spend Thanksgiving sharing your heart with another person who just will not have anything or anyone. Be more grateful for everyone in your life because we have no promise of tomorrow and one wrong accident or bad decision or broken heart can turn the most beautiful person into the sad and near dead female in this picture.

I know her very well; Ive loved her for all of my life and I fear this is my last holiday season with her, so I am struggling right now, because I have missionary work, but my own family at this time is the mission I am on to save, but I know it will not happen.

But through tears and pain, I do it anyway, because she always did everything for me. She loved me just because I was alive and I love her more than I did my own mum...and I always will...

"I have my sister but I cannot hold her now

she may not be here, but she still mine

and I know

she still love me..."

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"Eu tenho minha irmã

mas eu não posso segurá-la agora

 ela não pode estar aqui,

mas ela ainda minera e

eu seique ela ainda ama-me..."

Dê graças para a sua família e gaste acção de graças compartilhando o seu coração com outra pessoa que somente não terá nada nem qualquer um. Esteja mais agradecido para todo o mundo em sua vida porque nós não temos nenhuma promessa de amanhã e um acidente errado nem má decisão nem coração quebrado podem virar a pessoa mais bela em

O triste e perto de fêmea morta neste quadro.

Eu sei seu muito bem; Ive amou-a para toda minha vida e eu temo que isto é meu último feriado com ela, então eu luto agora mesmo, porque eu tenho trabalho de missionário, mas o própria família em desta vez é a missão que eu estou em guardar, mas eu sei que não acontecerá.

Mas por lágrimas e dor, eu o faço de qualquer jeito, porque ela sempre fez tudo para mim. Ela amou-me somente porque eu estava vivo e eu amo seu mais que eu fiz o própria mamãe. ..and eu sempre irá

"Eu tenho minha irmã

mas eu não posso segurá-la agora

 ela não pode estar aqui,

mas ela ainda minera e

eu seique ela ainda ama-me..."

Quando você dorme esta noite, por favor diga uma oração para minha Carol

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 When you pray throughout the day,  please say a prayer for my Carol. I will tell you what happened to her one day.