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Dilemma 8/4/2015 2:13:25 PM
Someone told me that she might be that person whom I can call "a Love that can never happen". A LOVE THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN has such complexity for me. How can you ever say that that person is a love that can't be when you are indeed already fallen. You are or might be in love for some reason. It's not that it can never happen because it already happened, you are already there clinging on the hope that there might be a bit of chance for that person to feel the same way about you or maybe they already have but there are far more reasons not to pursue what you feel. One good reason, YOU ARE BOTH IN A RELATIONSHIP.
Loving someone secretly is still love, it's one sided but it is love. Loving someone and not letting them know just to keep the friendship that you have is such great love. It's sacrifice. It's something that most people who are emotionally wouldn't think about. In my case, I can't tell this person YET simply because I don't want us to lose this bond that we have right now. It's the only way I can be with her. I joke around about my feelings about her, it's kind of my way of at least giving her the idea that she is special to me. I wish that I have the guts to tell her. I have actually, but I shouldn't.
