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Blogs by Karen Lynn Vidra, The Texas Tornado
Hard to believe Christmas is almost upon us once again...where DOES the time go???? 11/30/2004 1:10:28 PM
It seems the older I get (I am now 45; in five years, I'll be hitting the big 5-0 GAD!), the faster the time seems to go by..I remember as a kid and how the time would just seem to go at a tortoise's pace; now it goes seems to fly faster than a cheetah chasing after its prey.... As I mentioned in my new story I posted today (fiction), it seemed like only yesterday when it was Easter and we were waiting for the heralding of the summer season...now it is going to be a new month tomorrow (December), and Christmas is but only 25 short days away. We just had Hallowe'en and Thanksgiving; now Christmas is starting to show its presence, be it in the shoppers, the neverending advertisments of stores competing for the almighty consumer dollar, the lights and other decorations starting to appear in windows, on buildings, or on trees, or the songs being played on the radio. Just today I heard my first Christmas song, and while I love Christmas, it gives me a melancholy feeling because I miss the cold Ohio winters and the changing of the seasons (I now live in Texas; here the seasons seem to be blurred, and it usually doesn't get cold enough for my liking, and it hardly ever snows). My family members but one are seperated, and I miss them more during the holidays; I sometimes wish we could be together, but am unable to afford to see them.
I also miss my deceased mother and my grandmother during the holidays; they both loved Christmas, and I miss their happy laughter and their smells and their cooking (mom was an especially good cook!), and their expressions of surprise or love whenever we got them something that they particularly wanted. I also miss my cats I had over the years, and I wonder now if the last one I had ("Cajun") is still even around or how she is doing. I miss my daddy's off-key singing or mangling the Christmas classics in his humorous way, and I miss his cooking and his lighting the fire in the fireplace or laying beside him, and listening to the steady rhythm of his heartbeat as I placed my ear upon his sturdy, strong chest. I miss the laughter and funny ways of my brother and my two older sisters, and even though we had our problems in getting along, they are still my brother and sisters, and I love them still very much. They somehow managed to make Christmas more memorable as they would come from their homes in Boston, Massachussetts, or Salt Lake City, Utah, and they would bring us presents.
Now I am grown and am now considered to be middle-aged. I don't get around as well as I used to, and I now walk with help; and arthritis now resides in my joints, and I now have to live with pain each and every day. There are strands of silver just starting to show up in my hair, and I am starting to get facial wrinkles around my eyes and between my brows; and I suddenly don't look so young any more as I look in the mirror. But I am grateful for each and every day that I have lived thusly, and considering my rough start in life (I was born three months too soon; I weighed 1 and i/2 pounds and was not expected to survive way back in 1959; I was given last rites, as was my twin sister; she wasn't expected to live either, and she was only slightly larger than me: she weighed in at a "hefty" 2 pounds!), I have survived over incredible odds, and I have seen much in my 45 years. I have seen many a Christmas come and go, and as much as I enjoy the holiday season, I don't see the magic or the excitement that once held me as a youth: Christmas can be a disappointment at times, and I just don't enjoy the holiday spirit as much now as I once did. I am becoming a Scrooge, and I yearn for those innocent, carefree days when I was small, and I wish that I could return to that idyllic time in my life. Post a Comment More Blogs by Karen Lynn Vidra, The Texas Tornado Please Keep The People of Nashville, TN. and the south in your prayers ... - Monday, May 3, 2010 Happy New Year! ... - Friday, January 1, 2010 Christmas Cantata A Success! :D - Sunday, December 13, 2009 Christmas Cantata Is Tomorrow!!!! :D - Saturday, December 12, 2009 Christmas Time Is Here!!!! 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Would Have Been 78 In October. :( - Wednesday, May 28, 2008 Almost 3,300 stories; just posted my 3,290th story! :D - Tuesday, May 6, 2008 The Muse Just Won't STOP!!! - Saturday, April 12, 2008 Have reached 3,220 stories!! :) - Saturday, April 5, 2008 Just Some Stuff.... :) - Monday, March 31, 2008 Inching closer and closer to 3,190, then 3,200 stories! :) - Tuesday, March 11, 2008 First service went without a hitch; it was beautiful! :) - Sunday, March 9, 2008 Tomorrow is a big day for our church, Victory Family Assembly of God! :) - Saturday, March 8, 2008 Some Storm...Bypassed AGAIN!! GRRRR!!!! - Friday, March 7, 2008 2-4 INCHES of SNOW; Winter Storm WARNING here in TEXAS!!!!! :O - Thursday, March 6, 2008 I'm Not Going To Write Anymore... - Tuesday, February 26, 2008 100 Trackers - Saturday, February 16, 2008 One Tracker To Go, and I'll Have 100 Trackers! :D - Saturday, February 16, 2008 Okay, so I lied. (A little.) - Thursday, February 14, 2008 My feelings regarding my writings...I'm sorry. :( - Saturday, February 9, 2008 I swear my muse is inSANE.... - Saturday, January 26, 2008 My first blog of '2008'--okay, SECOND blog! LOL - Friday, January 25, 2008 HAPPY NEW YEAR!! - Monday, December 31, 2007 Well, I DID It!! I Posted My Three Thousandth Story Here At AD!! :D - Friday, December 28, 2007 One away from Story #3,000! :) - Friday, December 28, 2007 Oh, goodie. You get to put up with me again! LOL - Thursday, December 27, 2007 How about struggling adults? Who is going to help them on Christmas?? - Thursday, November 29, 2007 Something to ponder... - Sunday, November 11, 2007 Another milestone reached~ - Saturday, October 13, 2007 I am on myspace...you can visit me there too! :) - Thursday, October 11, 2007 Forgive me for my moods, I'm just stressin' out... - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 Today was not a good day..... - Wednesday, October 3, 2007 To TV or Not To TV? Today's THE day!! YIKES!! :o - Tuesday, October 2, 2007 Tomorrow's our TV date, as is Wednesday; wish us both luck!! :0 - Monday, October 1, 2007 T H E T I N M A N... - Friday, September 28, 2007 I should count my blessings...not be whinin' about stuff! - Friday, September 28, 2007 What am I doing wrong here???? Do I even belong here?? - Wednesday, September 26, 2007 Tv appearance comin' up soon; I'm gettin' nervous..... - Tuesday, September 25, 2007 To all my trackers here at the Den (all 80 of 'em! :) )... - Tuesday, September 18, 2007 My poetry verses my stories... - Sunday, September 16, 2007 Kids today (as observed by a middle ager) - Sunday, September 16, 2007 Tomorrow marks a very sad day in our history...NEVER FORGET! - Monday, September 10, 2007 Story 2,800!! I DID it!! :) - Thursday, September 6, 2007 People DO care! Thanks, Sage! :) - Wednesday, September 5, 2007 Another pinnacle in my writing career... - Monday, September 3, 2007 Am now O N L I N E!! :) - Saturday, September 1, 2007 2,754 stories--and much more to come! :) - Friday, August 3, 2007 New developments in my stories about the Sandusky crew... - Wednesday, May 16, 2007 Cold front came through; it's rather plesant (almost chilly) this morning. - Wednesday, May 16, 2007 To all the moms here.... - Sunday, May 13, 2007 Thinkin' of branching out in my storywriting, expect new stuff from me in coming weeks! :) - Sunday, May 6, 2007 I'm sorry for being such a toot'nanny... - Thursday, April 19, 2007 Leaving for a while; I need a break... - Wednesday, April 18, 2007 VROOOOOOOOOOM!!* :) - Monday, April 16, 2007 Have reached a new milestone: have posted my 2,600th story! :) - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 First Time To See A Nascar Event...:) - Tuesday, April 10, 2007 Much has happend to me; I could write a book about it. LOL - Tuesday, March 20, 2007 more, more musings, more, more stories!! :) - Tuesday, September 12, 2006 my first book due out any day!!! i am sooo excited!! :) - Monday, May 8, 2006 work is going better. thanks for your prayers! :D - Monday, February 27, 2006 it is soooo cool to be online! ;) i LUV it!! :D - Thursday, February 9, 2006 new job, more stories; i am only getting started! :) - Thursday, January 26, 2006 thank god i made it through this past weekend; tourney time!~ WHEE! LOL - Monday, July 25, 2005 i DID it! i hit Story #1,800 today! (And there's more to come! :) ) - Thursday, June 23, 2005 i can hear REAL country music again!! :D - Monday, June 20, 2005 please keep a friend of mine in your prayers; her son died the other day. was only 17 years old...:( - Saturday, June 18, 2005 was gonna' leave (membership due to croak), but now i am staying! :) thanks, michelle! :D - Wednesday, June 8, 2005 dang it, i am sick again! grrrr! :( - Friday, May 13, 2005 my muse is INSANE; hit my 1,700th story today!! :) - Thursday, May 12, 2005 things are happening; stay tuned! - Saturday, April 16, 2005 hellllllllllllllp! my muse is like a runaway freight train! LOL :) - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 blog, blog, bloggin' away! :) - Wednesday, April 6, 2005 the pope dies...the world mourns once again... - Saturday, April 2, 2005 it's official: i am an AUTHOR! our book has been accepted for PUBLICATION! :D - Friday, March 25, 2005 still sick, but at least i worked today...missed yesterday though...felt too bad... - Sunday, March 13, 2005 still the sinus saga continues...sigh.... - Friday, March 11, 2005 am sick again, another sinus infection...ROAR!! ;O - Wednesday, March 9, 2005 i may be going on a cruise next year... :) (i can only hope!) - Friday, March 4, 2005 good news on loretta: she will reschedule later in the year; maybe i'll go back to bbt! :) - Monday, February 28, 2005 went to billy bob's texas on sat., even with not seeing loretta lynn. had a great time! :) - Monday, February 28, 2005 i am NOT seeing loretta; she cancelled, darn it! :( - Friday, February 25, 2005 thanks for your prayers; i AM seeing loretta lynn on saturday! :) - Wednesday, February 23, 2005 i may not get to see loretta...:( - Friday, February 18, 2005 so much for feeling better...SIGHHHH....:( - Monday, February 14, 2005 another day, another blog....*sighhhhh...* :) - Saturday, February 12, 2005 am sick today; have a bad cold and a blown out back...*OW* - Friday, February 4, 2005 and the muse continues to surge on...*sighhhhh* :) - Friday, January 28, 2005 1492...more than the year when columbus discovered america...:) - Monday, January 17, 2005 mind if i brag a little? my friend sarah has a second book due out! :) - Monday, January 10, 2005 my muse is busier than ever...approaching 1,500 stories! YIPES! :0 - Tuesday, January 4, 2005 wishing every one the merriest christmas ever!! :D - Wednesday, December 22, 2004 Hard to believe Christmas is almost upon us once again...where DOES the time go???? - Tuesday, November 30, 2004 just want to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving... - Wednesday, November 24, 2004 am not having a good day today. so sue me. - Saturday, November 13, 2004 God works in mysterious ways! :D :D - Wednesday, October 20, 2004 i may be getting published..keep me in your prayers. :) - Monday, October 18, 2004 please do not redicule people with physical, mental, or "hidden" disabilities! :( >tears< - Friday, October 15, 2004 am going to the state fair of texas on monday! :D - Wednesday, October 6, 2004 keep me in your prayers... - Friday, September 10, 2004 uploading... - Sunday, June 13, 2004 my first tornado...but i am okay!! REALLY, I AM!! :D - Friday, June 4, 2004 some MAJORLY good news...california, here i come...:D - Wednesday, April 28, 2004 i am a writin' fool....LOL - Tuesday, April 20, 2004 please excuse my cynicism as of late... - Saturday, April 10, 2004 sorry i haven't been bloggin' lately; but life is good! (FOR NOW! Hope it lasts!) - Saturday, March 6, 2004 be praying for michelle kidwell; having a muscle biopsy done today...:( - Monday, February 16, 2004 just to let you know i am doing better...thanks for all your encouragement and prayers! :D - Monday, January 19, 2004 i just want to take the time to wish y'all a merry christmas and a happy new year's! :D - Tuesday, December 23, 2003 have posted my 803rd story here; also loretta lynn won another award, other gems.... - Monday, December 8, 2003 i have been doing a lot of writing here; thanks for y'all's support and love! :D - Friday, November 21, 2003 i am doing much better now; thanks for y'all's prayers! :D - Monday, November 17, 2003 this rare and celestial treat is becoming more common! LOL - Tuesday, November 4, 2003 A rare and celestial treat... - Monday, November 3, 2003 sorry for being away so long...computer problems... - Wednesday, October 29, 2003 a chance to succeed in life is all i want... - Monday, October 13, 2003 a special kudos to robert blackwell! :D - Tuesday, September 30, 2003 just to let you know i am still kickin' ! :D - Friday, September 26, 2003 had some fun last night... - Friday, September 19, 2003 september 11, 2001--reflections upon.... - Wednesday, September 10, 2003 am gonna' try this again...what did you do for labor day???? - Tuesday, September 2, 2003 i have been having fun here lately.... :D - Friday, August 22, 2003 i have been blessed with so many wonderful friends here...:D - Saturday, August 16, 2003 i made a new friend last night...:D - Wednesday, August 13, 2003 i am only leaving for a while.... - Saturday, August 9, 2003 Bloggin' Along in my Automobile (A HUMMER...NOT!! LOL)... :) - Tuesday, July 15, 2003 it is tough to be a member of the working poor... - Friday, July 11, 2003 i write because i enjoy it! :) - Monday, July 7, 2003 fireworks.....:) - Saturday, July 5, 2003 i want to wish everybody a safe and happy july 4th! :) - Wednesday, July 2, 2003 blog #2: happy birthday to canada and more thoughts! :) - Tuesday, July 1, 2003 my first blog....hmmm. what shall i say???? :) - Monday, June 30, 2003