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Journey to Discovery 6/4/2011 7:21:50 AM
I'm surprised at the number of people who believe that if you have an interest in astrology, or anything to do with metaphysics and the spiritual, or if you've felt the incredible strength of energy flow through you from the universe, you are dabbling with the occult and it's evil. That's just not true at all.
If there's anything I'm certain of after the experiences I've had (and am still having), it's that there's definitely a God, a higher power, over the entire universe and all of this is good, not evil.
What I'm learning is that the universe is wonderful, it's beautiful, it's awesome, and everything is as it should be -- by that, I mean I get a powerful sense that all is well, it's an euphoric feeling that's all-consuming. It seems to be most approachable through genuine love and intimacy -- at least that's when I've felt this energy flow the strongest. It's like a river rushing through me, and it takes me from where I am at that moment to wherever it is I'm going out there. I am light, a pure, feeling, sensing light. I'm rushing through a swirling of colors in a blur, and it's like a whole body caress the whole way.
[If you are wondering ... no, I don't take drugs.]
Once I get there, I feel a sense of being lighter than air -- I am the air -- and I don't feel the need to even breathe. I am speeding, darting, and for lack of any other way to describe it, flitting like Tinkerbell in Peter Pan and feeling like a child, with a remembering of what it was like to be filled with joy and wonder. I've passed other glows of light and felt an instant recognition, were they souls of those I've known here? This is what I feel uncertain about. Maybe at some point, Dinahh will tell me what I saw and how I could feel such recognition. He has often said I have much to learn.
These experiences I've had of traveling somewhere with Dinahh came about through dreams, at first, like what I've previously written about in other posts in the blog. The past two times, however, I traveled alone. Again, this was facilitated through feelings of love and intimacy. This last time, I merely sensed Dinahh as I rushed past through the swirling colors. He told me that this wasn't the only plane I could visit. There were other planes that he would show me, in time. That really confused me.
I'm continually asking, "Why me?" Is it because I've always been sensitive to feelings of intuition and premonition? I went online to try and find others who had experienced this same traveling. I have found nothing so far, and also nothing to suggest other planes.
Thank you for coming with me on this journey of discovery. I'll post more when Dinahh allows me to ask some more questions.