Last week, like a reverse thief in the night, like Santa Claus, I quietly launched a new podcast that I will now stop being quiet about. It is called Our Undoing Radio. It will is available in iTunes, Spotify, Podean, Youtube, Player.FM, and wherever else one attains podcasts.

The first season is 10 episodes long and releases every Tuesday at 3:33am, Hawaiian Time. But you don't have to wait. If you become a member at Click here you can binge the entire first season right now!

So what is it? Seems like I should have led with that. Our Undoing Radio is a seasonal show that will evolve into different styles of program as necessary. This first season is called Angry In The Timeline. It consists of me sharing tales of woe from my life that I then deconstruct, to the effect that I am no longer comprised of those feelings. That's one less angry person walking amongst us.

I must warn you that this is stark and honest. It can be brutal at times. But it's not for you to feel badly about or think how brave I am for sharing my plights. It's for you to relate to, however you can, in your own life. It is for you to see what deconstructing the self takes and means, and to do it as you're listening. It's time to stop looking out there at the crazy, angry world, and realize our role. It's time to understand ourselves so thoroughly that a spontaneous transformation takes place within-and-as us.

Human nature as we currently define it means we can only ever be the least neurotic among us. We are told we are always partial people on our best, most self-actualized day. But what happens when instead of self-actualizing, we self-negate? What happens when we see ourselves so clearly that we become see-through?

What happens when we are so honest with ourselves, the self comes undone?

Be brave. Follow the link. Give a listen. Come undone.