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Mentally fighting
by Kenya L Chase Dixon → (All Poetry by Kenya L Chase Dixon)
  
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I can hear nothing but the sound of my own heart beating
As I sit silently pondering
I am having a mental battle with myself
Part of me still thinks nothing has changed
But the other part of me knows things will never be the same
I am forcing myself into a mental overload trying to figure out why
So many tragic things have planted themselves in my life
My heart has been shattered and that is a lifetime of bad luck for me
My trust was destroyed in the war of being hurt
Hope has been drained from my body
So I sit lifeless and confused
Lost and abused
I try to speak out but there is no one there
And, so one answers
I am mentally, physically and socially broken down
My body begins to feel again and this hurts terrible
I enjoyed being numb not feeling, froze, in a state of no emotion
Love, lost, disappointment, rejection led to my break down
As I come back to life mentally I realized that God loves me
And his love is unconditional
I feel life being blown into me as I rise from my spot on the floor
And I surrender, in my mental war with loving myself

Kenya Campbell Copyright 2002


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 Reviews of "Mentally fighting"
Reviewed by Afrika Abney
Reviewed on September 20, 2002
Poetry Queen, that is a remarkable piece.Very powerful, nice use of words and great follow.Thank you for sharing.

Afrika

Reviewed on September 20, 2002
oh, kenya, this is so beautiful!! i am glad that things are getting better!! and i am glad you realize that god loves you; no matter what you have gone through in your life, he is always there!! :) super write!!

love and (((HUGS))), your new friend at authorsden, karen lynn (texas). :) god bless you, kenya!! (LOVE THE NAME!!:) )


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