From a babe…
I was homed in a selected cave
until the day I freely chose…a pot
And You tending, seeing chosen planks I'd pave…
stood aside and allowed me to …call the shots.
O Lord, this being true , considering You…
had the power to…make me…bend
Why allow…the painful turns and hews
with no awareness…that I had a friend?
Why lease, those repeated veers to our meeting…
indeed, the marked delay of our first greeting?
A tarry which dulled vision, shading higher precision…
which led me to accept the excuses of lude induces.
So much time was wasted…searching…lanes
looking for what I could not…name…
Pouring myself out on grievous asphalt
the scars of which are still an obvious result.
But these grievous questions that once lingered…
are now finally answered …in hindsight
within the bask of… Celestial Light
Here, one understands…all paths…were set intents
a necessary priming, which no detour did prevent.
Thus, my mind’s past perplexities are shredded
replaced with gratefulness… embedded ...
For Your unforeseen established hour
when my soul strode pass…
Yesterday’s vile stares…ignoring its glares
until…at last, hesitating somewhat
Not knowing quite what to say, albeit…
with no desire to turn and run away…
I, verily, gazed…
An Indescribable Peace, I had never known…
attired with an...Unfathomable Love, intricately sown…
Into Ancient Promises still to open, yet...those kept
O God, my Redeemer and Lord, I wept…
when first…I Saw You.
ROMANS 8:28-30, 1PET 2:9
©jmsbell-7/3/24
WELL, THAT SAID AND...JUST TO ANSWER RONALD'S QUESTION; '...I WOULD...' AND I AM NOT OUT OF MY MIND(-: AT LEAST...NOT YET (-:
AND TO RESPOND FURTHER; I, NOR ANYONE ELSE, WHO IS FOLLOWING JESUS 'HAVE' TO STAY WITH JESUS. BY THIS I MEAN; GOD IS NOT STANDING OVER US WITH A CHASTENING ROD 'MAKING' US ABIDE WITH HIM. AND, INDEED, THIS IS WHAT'S SO BEAUTIFUL ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM...FREEDOM!!! WE CAN WALK AWAY FROM HIM ANY TIME WE WANT TO! HOW ABOUT THAT? WE FOLLOW JESUS BECAUSE WE 'WANT' TO...BECAUSE, WE 'CHOOSE' TO. WITH HIM WE WALK IN THE LIGHT OF OUR GOD-GIVEN FREE-WILL, PERPETUALLY... AND THE BALL IS 'ALWAYS' IN OUR COURT. AMEN.
NOW...THE QUESTION IS; WHY? EACH PERSON'S STORY/REASON IS DIFFERENT, AS WE ALL COME FROM DIFFERENT WALKS/AVENUES OF LIFE, BUT FOR ME...
I HAVE A POEM POSTED ENTITLED...'NOBODY ELSE', WHICH ANSWERS THIS QUESTION. AND ALSO ANOTHER ONE ENTITLED...'SHALL WE GO ON?'.
WITH MUCH...LOVE, BLESSINGS AND FAITH...HIS+INSPIRATIONS
That kind of captivity, allowing exactly no freedom, leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
Ron