Reading and meditating in Your Word day and night

I thought I was in the Light.

Fasting and in consistent prayer

With no need to fear having Your armour to wear.

Yet when treated meanly......love began to slow....

I thought I was loving You only to find the test of

Loving You is really more than just reading,

And meditating in Your Word day and night....more

Than fasting and in consistent prayer.....I thought

I was loving You.....then You visisted me and just

The awe of your presence....Your Love exposed

And uprooted all bitterness and unforgiveness!

I thought I was loving you only to discover Your

Love is really tested in hostile environments and

In adversities!

I thought I was loving You.....truth is I wasn't but

As Your Love flows to me....I feel it removing

Everything that hinders......flowing out to all who

Have wronged me....yes from Your river of Love

Now I can really and truly say I am loving You!

For now I love those who do not love me....Iove

Those who reject and dispise!

I no longer say I thought I was loving You!

Thank You Oh Lord for loving me even when

I was not displaying Your Love and thought

I was loving You!