I can see that we had something once,
quite some time ago,
and I should leave it in the past,
but don't you think I know?
I know that I have messed things up,
a thousand times before,
I know that you don't need a girl,
who doesn't know the score.
I don't know where I stand with you,
or where the blame should fall.
I don't know how to treat you, who
stood by me through it all.

I know the things I want to have,
but haven't quite worked out,
exactly how to get them,
or how this feeling came about.
Why did I start to feel as if,
I needed something new,
to make me feel alive again,
like I never needed you.
I don't know why I saw this one,
and felt the way I did,
when once I'd thought that you must be
the reason that I lived...

I know that now I'm so confused,
and seem to lose my way,
my reason and my love for life
is changing every day.
I know that I just can't deny
the way I tend to be
and how I love him being there
and the way he smiles at me.
One thing that I don't know for sure,
is if it's all that wrong,
what could be bad about me finding,
something good after so long...