IF ONLY I'D LOVED YOU ENOUGH

would I be on this path
if only I'd loved you enough
would I be able to laugh
if only I'd loved you enough
would my soul rise from the ash
would my heart be torn in half
would I even need to ask
if only I'd loved you enough

would the future be warm and bright
if only I'd loved you enough
would I be able to sleep at night
if only I'd loved you enough
would I be able to put up a fight
see things with a clearer sight
would I be able to make things right
if only I'd loved you enough

the prologue is in the past
they say love can never last
but I feel like I'm tied to the mast
while the sirens sing of my loss
I thought I knew what I should do
but I didn't know then what is true
I should have left it up to you
but I didn't reckon the cost

would tomorrow be something good
if only I'd loved you enough
would I be more than I could
if only I'd loved you enough
and in all likelihood
the storms could have been withstood
I should have understood
if only I'd loved you enough

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