If I could, Lord knows I would
Change many things that are past
Make them right, at last
But how on earth can you go back
Retrace your steps and retract
All the heart wrenching mistakes
Like a movie doing retakes?
For life moves on, circumstances change
Things of the past are far out of range
People, places, incidents and meanings
Fade from view leaving few gleanings
That could reconstruct the original setting
Which brought about the remorse for which I am fretting
Yes, through the years I've learned quite a lot
Many understandings that prevent me from not
Doing the things of then in the light of the now
But if I could just change the past, my heart cries how?
I said the wrong things at the right time
And said the right things at the wrong time
In the midst of many a plight, I just didn't get it right
I hurt some whose hearts were tender
It still makes me wince when I remember
Why did I do that without really thinking
Foolish errors without even blinking
Eventhough God has long ago forgiven
Some may find it hard, whose emotions have been riven
But Oh how my heart cries out for the good
And to make undone certain things if I could
Lord knows that I would
JOYCE * HIS INSPIRATIONS
Most
Americans will tell you not to beat yourself up and to move on...I can not understand that..it's an attitude thing.
Bless you and Merry Christmas!
Gina
God bless,
Connie
You can read my two books in complete at my site
til Xmas, www.sculptingtheheart.com. Enjoy. Joyce
right now. Not that it's a new experience, but when life is throwing
lemons at you, you tend to recall the lemons you threw, right? Not the only time mistakes flash back, just that they fly in in bunches.
Be easy on yourself, my friend. You are obviously a very fine person.
Think it's called being human.
Always, and Then,
xOx Phyllis xOx
Regis
Be always safe,
Karen
well written.