Decisions !                      

As the time passes by

            So many things slip through my mind

            What if, I find myself mussing

            If only says I

            All the things I dream about

            And such things that make me regret & sigh

            In my heart these wishes & this old news conflict

            As upon my bed I do lie

            What can I do with this battle

            How do I balance the struggle

            When my hopes meet the past’s pain & my present fears

               When they with my yearning for the goals I seek – all collide

            What really can I do – But admit that “do it” I cannot!

            I have no strength left for this any longer

            I can only & must release it to the Lord for rest to come

            For he only has the strength needed …

                                And He Cares!