this is me, i try to think of other words, others means to describe my life, my self, and the heart that seems to go for every with doubt,

i love i know that, i feel and i see that in every thought of joy i give my loved ones,

but the love of being in love, the love of a relationship pushes me to the edge of walkng away so quickly, you can say it drives me, to not ananlize love,

i distance me from it, i take know chances, and i believe in not hurting me so love doesn't, what heart i have, for another, that escapes the word love, trust, try, believe, and chance taker,

i se me in a long term relationship, but my mind can not let me for get, forget it's a risk that i take, a heart wrinching mment, a feeling of know comes over me, and it is in that moment i freeze as do my heart,

everytime i scream, everytime i pray that this will be the one time i won't run, i run, without believing in the moment of time, and it is in this my heart grows weary,