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I,TRASK,Wrote 4 BankruptedPublished Books
1st November 1978,a Date In Hell- Looks
Back,WhyDidI Waste My Time,Lose My Home_
My BelongingsDodgeVan,Tools,My Business,I
Love (Cars) So Much,End Up Sleeping In My
Corvette Long 5 Months,From 4 Bedroom _
House To 2 Seat Sports Car,Been Runnen,Me
Like Gypsy Since-Nothin To Show For It,Be
JUNK UnIn My $900/1 Bedroom Hole In Wall_
Mexicanos F--ked Up Apartment? Is There_
Moral ToAbove-YOU CAN BET On It,SimplyIt
BecauseI Did Not WinI Did NotLose,I,Fit,
Did NotEven Choose To Do What Came Pass_
(God) Placed Me Here a Little Child,Hell
Hole In Wall Family,Abused Verbally,Hell
Beat Up By My Bastard Jew Father For No_
Reason At All- But, Me TRASK, I Am Still
STANDING TALL- I Made It Thus Far, Will
It Why In This Satans Holy Hell Cannot_
Any Of You Make It!?He Even Beat My Sad
Mother, He Thought She Had An Affair,Bad
Out Of Contorl Art-18th Birthday,He Did_
Try To Beat Me Again, ONE Karate CHOP To
In His Face/Nose,OutCold Bleeding, True,
He Slid Down Kitchen Wall Out Cold,Like_
I Damned Near Killed The Bastard Dead_
SLAYING GOLIATH-He 250Lb,6'2",Me,149Lbs,
Hell Of Way Get His RESPECT,Does,Sounds
UNBELIEVABLE-I Still Have Letter He Did_
Write To Me Telling Me I Did It To Him_
RESULTS:He's In Jail,My Mother Divorced
Lost Home,Move To Hole In Wall 2 Course
Bedroom House-THEN:I Became The Bastard_
Who Broke Up Family,I Became Fated, And
Hated By My Brothers An Sisters,Sad,And,
I Moved Out Into My Own F--ked Up, Off_
Wall Relationship! All These Years Gone
Past,"I Do Not look Back"Only In My Gone
FRAUDULENTLY FORECLOSED HOME-TRUST AND_
MARK MY WORDS OF (God)-You Can't See Be
What I Lost $1,000's- You Humanity Is Be
LOSING $ BILLION $ Upon $ BILLIONS $_
PHOTO: Back Cover My 1st Published Book,
YOU, Do Read Its INSCRIPTION WISELY,Look
At What You Are Losing Now, Is It Your_
House/Home,Belongings,Furniture,Clothes,
Cars,Trucks,Business',Health,Only Those
You Of 3rd Grade Mentality Cannot See_
SIMPLY:You Are BLIND To HELL Of YOUR Own
MAKING,There's NO FORSAKING,OnlyYour Own
UNDERTAKING To Your Very Own Graves_
Retribution, TRASK c 2004 TRASK
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What Goes Round Comes Around And, It Is
Abound You, Only What Blinds You, It Is
Your Own Self Centered Inequities-GREED!
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A Poem Of Same Thing:
The Same Thing Could It Be Steel
But,then It could be Plastic,
Plastic like a lot of You are
Living in a Plastic World, by far,
A Plastic Society,Means The Same Thing,
Mind Bending Isn't It? Doesn't It Bring
Back MEMORIES Of Someone you knew
That You've HURT or Mis-used Them To,
For If you only Really knew,
If It Has Not Trust Me,Soon It Will,
I,TRASK can Assure You, It Is Still
Your Turn to LEARN What It Is All About,
Because Without an Unbelievable Doubt,
The Same Thing Will Happen To You Too...
[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[ ]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
911: It Matters Not You Buy,Read Or Burn
Spit On,Shit On My Books, You Will Learn
(The Truth You Never Heard) - I Tell You_
[[[[[[ IN BLINK OF YOUR EYE ]]]]]]]]]
LOOK To Your Right- You'll See Me,TRASK,
You Can Tell By My Nameplate On My Desk,
" Will There Be a SMILE Upon My Face "_
[[[[ IN THE (Physical Body) FLESH ]]]]]]
YOU Will STAND BEFORE (God) NAKED,Be,YOU
$ Stripped Of All Your Worldly Goods$,You
Will Be Holding My Books In Your Hands_
Showing Them To (God)-Still He (God) Will
Only Ask You " ONE QUESTION "- WHY, Will
You Have "NO ANSWER", He Raises His Hand_
[[[[[ I,TRASK DO PROMISE YOU NOW ]]]]]]]
YOU GO STRAIGHT INTO SATAN'S HOLY HELL!!
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i always get in my own way
doubt self
that is one of the hardest things to get around
when someone such as a parent place in the mind of their child
if even by actions that you are a nobody, it is very hard to believe other wise, come on who knows better "or suppose to know better"
negative things are so easy to believe, so much easier than the good things
thanks for sharing
hopefully we'll learn
much love,
Gina
Thank you so much for sharing a part of you with us. You are so honest and brave. So sad to learn about the time that you slept in your car for 5 months. I hope things are better for you now. Take care.
Lots of love to you,
~ Sandie Angel a.k.a. May Lu ~
Huggs, *Linda*
you've been through hell already. yet, you persevere. keep writing, and don't let them break your steel resolve. know you're not alone.
powerful, emotional write--why do some suffer more than others? i wish i had the answers for both of us.
(((HUGS))) and love, karla. :(
You little devil you!!
Thanks for this insightful piece of your history TrasK!!
Love Tinka
I have ever read....But you Trask..
have deep determination...to carry
on with your life...in spite of all
the hardship and sorrow...I pat you
on the back for that...you can and will
overcome all obstacles...with your
strong will....great writing...floria