... in another state of mind...

first went the hemp one
with an orange bead
with a flower
that i got from jessi
then a large wooden bead one
though it came together again
next came an anniversary
a past anniversary
with a past boy
warrented a braclet
and though that boy was over
i continued to wear it
it was who i had been
who i am
today i removed myself
from my shackles of beads
and a lone green one
one i made for no reason
except that i had none
that were jade
fell to the counter
no longer in a circle
now a long chain
green beads feel to the floor
and i wondered
what does it mean?
that my bracletes lay here
fallen from glory
am i falling myself?