I took a leap,
For once on my own
Thought it would be better
This way, time to grow.

Never felt so alone
No one to turn to hypothetically,
No one who understood
All of my flaws; loving me unconditionally.

I am shaking with insanity,
Alone in a crowded room,
Screaming on the inside,
No one aware of my approaching doom.

What is going on inside?
I’ve never felt this way,
I turn to the faces painted white,
Look right through me, don’t they.

Never knowing what to say,
Not wanting to say the wrong thing,
Why don’t you talk to me?
Our friendship is so right wing.

Fascism is reaction
A hypocrite once said,
But guess what, news flash.
That hypocrite is dead.

So look beyond all the hot air,
And realize this is not what I need,
My only care is for that person
Who is not your kind of breed.