~ My Autumn's Winter Night ~

Autumn's yellow, green, red and golden leaves
I do recall as I rethink of seasons past

I remember voices, scents, and feeling
moods and moments of yester~times
Envisioning faces I loved
and moments of embraces so dear

Remembering still ~ deeply: past hopes,
those dreams and kindly smiles
which now brings me to tears

Why have past autumns passed away
cooling changes of my winter time
assuring me my winter is soon to be

I remember holiday lights,
seasons and memories
which has changed deep inside
I felt warmth by my remembrances
of past autumns delight
But now the seasons all
are passing away from me

My prayers now are as my dreams
I long to embrace again
My loves of past~autumns
have passed and have gone

I am here in prayer this night
thinking of hugs and smiles I knew
but are gone having past away
For faith, hope and charity
to those I love have gone by
I am alone now
left alone to cry

God, Dear Father,
hold me in Your Heart
~~~ STILL ~~~

I miss it all this autumn night

Rustling autumn leaves of colours
brings to mind my children
freely playing in heart filled memories
as their mother smiles

Passing yellow, green, red
and golden leaves
of autumn now
drift by me

They bring to mind those yester~days
those seasons and years gone by
remembering those I love
But now reminding me this autumn
by introducing me to my winter of my life

My prayer tonight ~
to have my special angel
deliver me to the fullness of my dreams
To allow me to go home once more
to Your Loving Arms in Peace

Amen