You leave Me Confused.

Ever since you said those words

That shattered all my dreams

When you said that love is for the birds

Togetherness is ended, no longer as a team.

You left me feeling hollow

With those hurtful words you used.

But now you act so mellow

You’ve left me all confused.

You even said you loved me

You act as if something has changed

The tears I wept you did not see.

You left me feeling strange.

Something was taken from me.

When you scorned my tears of despair

As I wept for the life we used to be.

It seemed that you did not care

The trust you have stolen from deep in my heart.

Has left deep within a dark empty space

Are you just acting, playing a part

And are you affectionate just to save face.

Although I still love you, I am all confused

Are you a Hawk, disguised as a Dove?

At times when you Kiss me, I’m feeling just used.

Because love is to trust, as to trust is to love.

Could we recapture what we used to be?

Could I ever trust you’d not hurt me again?

I could never again give all that is me.

Thinking one day you’ll give me more pain.

I fear what we had is all but lost

I will weep for it’s passing each day

You didn’t consider the final cost.

When you said those words that hurt me this way.

Robin A Spicer  © 22^nd July 2005