Like the pennies saved in a child’s bank
memories of him were stashed on a shelf,
treasured, yet forgotten,
in the helter-skelter of life’s frustrations.
Fate, with her enigmatic sense of humor,
cares little for our attempts to shelve life;
she weaves a web
to capture and exploit with her machinations.
Friends, new and old, gathered to celebrate
continued survival with clinking highballs,
brown-bottled beers
and stolen cigarettes smoked in the night’s air.
Music played an accompaniment to the voices
that filled the room with crescendos of laughter
and splatters of quiet talk
tucked into corners and whispered like prayer.
We arrived separately, completely unaware of
the six degrees of separation that brought us
to the same place,
like linked stanzas from an unknown poet’s rhyme.
The back of his neck caught my eye,
(how odd, I thought, that I instantly knew him)
and I magically transported
with vertigo-saturated speed to another time.
His bed, a tangle of sheets still warm from passion,
crackers and peanut butter, rum and Coke,
an over-filled ashtray,
the signs of our recent rendezvous.
He held me as I kissed his neck, marveling
at the downy hairs along the side,
the only softness
on his body’s hardness of muscle and sinew.
As I followed him out the door I studied
his neck, enraptured with that space between
his curling, dark hair
and the top of his snowy white t-shirt.
Back at the party, he turned, then smiled,
our eyes met, locked, as our bodies moved
to that inevitable conclusion:
Fate’s ultimate plan, a reunion, her unavoidable concert.
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Love Tinka
Fee